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october 22, 10:25 pm
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I guess it’s too much of something so good,
I got addicted to it. 
I wanted it like nothing else, 
but... but I guess the person, who you may see as a drug,
didn’t work in my blood anymore. 
the spark and adrenaline and just, the pleasure of it, it was all gone. 
I saw a quote that said “from talking till 2am to 2 hours a day to 2 days ago to never” and I thought that would never happen, 
but denial was a terrible torture. 
wanting to convince yourself of something so beautiful, 
but so dumb. 
I was desperate for it, 
but it wasn’t desperate for me. 
and then I walked away after trying a thousand chances I gave,
knowing that I was nowhere near dumb.
because I never looked in those eyes with admiration nor at the details of the skin. 
but looked away whenever I saw those two oceans dart at me and forced a smile. 
I crushed on those words and letters that were nothing to it but everything to me. 
but the words and letters first needed to be pressed out of mine, 
before there was an answer on its other side. 
I guess it hurt(s), but over time I will learn to love and not crush,
I will learn to laugh legitimately,
I will learn to admit and trust on something so unreliable.
but for now,
I will heal. .
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fc: 12
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ps: if you read the entire thing, ty 💕

. ̊ october 22, 10:25 pm . I guess it’s too much of something so good, I got addicted to it. I wanted it like nothing else, but... but I guess the person, who you may see as a drug, didn’t work in my blood anymore. the spark and adrenaline and just, the pleasure of it, it was all gone. I saw a quote that said “from talking till 2am to 2 hours a day to 2 days ago to never” and I thought that would never happen, but denial was a terrible torture. wanting to convince yourself of something so beautiful, but so dumb. I was desperate for it, but it wasn’t desperate for me. and then I walked away after trying a thousand chances I gave, knowing that I was nowhere near dumb. because I never looked in those eyes with admiration nor at the details of the skin. but looked away whenever I saw those two oceans dart at me and forced a smile. I crushed on those words and letters that were nothing to it but everything to me. but the words and letters first needed to be pressed out of mine, before there was an answer on its other side. I guess it hurt(s), but over time I will learn to love and not crush, I will learn to laugh legitimately, I will learn to admit and trust on something so unreliable. but for now, I will heal. . - fc: 12 . ps: if you read the entire thing, ty 💕

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october 22, 9:54 pm
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idrc
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fc: 12

. ̊ october 22, 9:54 pm . idrc - fc: 12

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like in 0.02 seconds if you relate, 
comment “❤️” 6 times in a row for a follow back

like in 0.02 seconds if you relate, comment “❤️” 6 times in a row for a follow back

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I did, that's why I'm inactive hehe

I did, that's why I'm inactive hehe

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october 21, 01:03 am
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setting like the sun
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fc: 13

. ̊ october 21, 01:03 am . setting like the sun - fc: 13

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Girls are so pretty and I look like shrimp dick sometimes but that’s okay bc no one sees me in person anyways bc I never want to leave the house.

Girls are so pretty and I look like shrimp dick sometimes but that’s okay bc no one sees me in person anyways bc I never want to leave the house.

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october 21, 6:54 pm
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flower picking .
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fc: 13

. ̊ october 21, 6:54 pm . flower picking . - fc: 13

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october 21, 12:10 pm
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lego .
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fc: 13

. ̊ october 21, 12:10 pm . lego . - fc: 13

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october 21, 12:09 pm
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fresh
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fc: 13

. ̊ october 21, 12:09 pm . fresh - fc: 13

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october 21, 12:05 pm
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orange feed <3
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fc: 13

. ̊ october 21, 12:05 pm . orange feed <3 - fc: 13

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Sometimes life comes at me like this tbh :(

Sometimes life comes at me like this tbh :(

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october 20, 9:35 pm
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i legit never knew this existed but apparently it’s really popular .
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fc: 13

. ̊ october 20, 9:35 pm . i legit never knew this existed but apparently it’s really popular . - fc: 13

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october 20, 9:32 pm
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my boys <3 .
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fc: 13
#whydontwe

. ̊ october 20, 9:32 pm . my boys <3 . - fc: 13 #whydontwe

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mood. 
#audreyhepburn #fallingsociety #vintage

mood. #audreyhepburn #fallingsociety #vintage

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💔

💔

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Everything is upside down right now 🙃

Everything is upside down right now 🙃

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