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Ive been baking again!! Disclaimer! I didn’t actually try one of these! I got bored tonight when I got home because my mum was still working on the computer. So logically, I made doughnuts! These are cinnamon, strawberry 🍓 , and chocolate 🍫 My mum is going to take some into work tomorrow, and I’m going to give the rest to some people that mean a lot to me. I hope everyone has had a good day, making these kind of made me smile. Sweet dreams, love, pip xx 
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Ive been baking again!! Disclaimer! I didn’t actually try one of these! I got bored tonight when I got home because my mum was still working on the computer. So logically, I made doughnuts! These are cinnamon, strawberry 🍓 , and chocolate 🍫 My mum is going to take some into work tomorrow, and I’m going to give the rest to some people that mean a lot to me. I hope everyone has had a good day, making these kind of made me smile. Sweet dreams, love, pip xx #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

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Guten Abend Allerseits 💙
#nightsnack ist schon wieder eine #pintparty 😱 Ich weiß garnicht, was in mich gefahren ist, sonst hätte ich mir sowas niemals erlaubt. Aber irgendwie hatte ich heute halt Bock drauf und habe es mir gegönnt.

Allerdings nicht so 100%ig gegönnt. Es ist mehr ein bisschen Frustessen, da ich heute nicht alles das geschafft habe was ich wollte. Das macht mich immer so unzufrieden und setzt mich jetzt unter Zeitdruck.. Morgen muss ich noch so viel schaffen. Für die Klausur lernen, neuen Stundenplan machen, Koffer packen, kochen, einkaufen, Therapie (das erste Mal nach einem Monat)...
Ich habe immer Angst, dass ich irgendwelche Fristen verpasse und irgendetwas nicht schaffe, das schürt ganz existenzielle Ängste...
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Guten Abend Allerseits 💙 #nightsnack ist schon wieder eine #pintparty 😱 Ich weiß garnicht, was in mich gefahren ist, sonst hätte ich mir sowas niemals erlaubt. Aber irgendwie hatte ich heute halt Bock drauf und habe es mir gegönnt. Allerdings nicht so 100%ig gegönnt. Es ist mehr ein bisschen Frustessen, da ich heute nicht alles das geschafft habe was ich wollte. Das macht mich immer so unzufrieden und setzt mich jetzt unter Zeitdruck.. Morgen muss ich noch so viel schaffen. Für die Klausur lernen, neuen Stundenplan machen, Koffer packen, kochen, einkaufen, Therapie (das erste Mal nach einem Monat)... Ich habe immer Angst, dass ich irgendwelche Fristen verpasse und irgendetwas nicht schaffe, das schürt ganz existenzielle Ängste... #anorexianervosa #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #essstörung #edfighter #anxiety #anxietydisorder #depression #recoveryprocess #realrecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverforlife #recoverforhappiness #recoveringfromanorexia #fckana #foodisfuell #foodislife #foodlove #foodporn #foodblogger #nourishtoheal #nourishtoflorish #treatyourselfright #selflove

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I’m cleaning out my bedroom of some sad memories tonight, so I don’t really fancy a proper meal. I have strawberries, blackberries, raspberries and clotted cream. I’m going out to the pub to meet my friends later.. but I feel so alone. I hate this. I hate it all. I’ve lost my best friend. This should never have happened, what’s wrong with me? Why did things end when I was just starting to feel like it was my happy ever after .. 😔 love, pip xx #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

I’m cleaning out my bedroom of some sad memories tonight, so I don’t really fancy a proper meal. I have strawberries, blackberries, raspberries and clotted cream. I’m going out to the pub to meet my friends later.. but I feel so alone. I hate this. I hate it all. I’ve lost my best friend. This should never have happened, what’s wrong with me? Why did things end when I was just starting to feel like it was my happy ever after .. 😔 love, pip xx #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

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My dad was working in the same hospital as me today because he had a CCG meeting, so he arranged that we went for lunch together. To be honest, he was just making sure that I ate something. I asked for a salad but he pulled a face at me 😂 I had a HUGE jacket potato and tonnes of beans. I couldn’t have any butter on the potato, but to be honest with the amount of beans I had I wouldn’t have noticed anyway. I also had an apple for pudding, because it was that or chocolate cake 😂 the hospital canteen isn’t great. I hope everyone is having an amazing day. I am feeling really lonely today, it still hasn’t sunk in that he’s gone. Love, pip ❤️ xx  #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

My dad was working in the same hospital as me today because he had a CCG meeting, so he arranged that we went for lunch together. To be honest, he was just making sure that I ate something. I asked for a salad but he pulled a face at me 😂 I had a HUGE jacket potato and tonnes of beans. I couldn’t have any butter on the potato, but to be honest with the amount of beans I had I wouldn’t have noticed anyway. I also had an apple for pudding, because it was that or chocolate cake 😂 the hospital canteen isn’t great. I hope everyone is having an amazing day. I am feeling really lonely today, it still hasn’t sunk in that he’s gone. Love, pip ❤️ xx #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

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Let music transcend you into light :) it's not easy to see a light all the time, but music can carry you through... #zine #diy #craft #mentalhealthawareness #breakthestigma #music #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #relax

Let music transcend you into light :) it's not easy to see a light all the time, but music can carry you through... #zine #diy #craft #mentalhealthawareness #breakthestigma #music #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #relax

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Home comforts ❤️ porridge with golden syrup and raspberries and a side of Elvis. Gonna be showing some of my usual day to day meals for a few days, cos some of you ask! So here’s my fav porridge that I’m having late because my back is fucked and I had a lie in (couldn’t physically move so had to lol) .
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Home comforts ❤️ porridge with golden syrup and raspberries and a side of Elvis. Gonna be showing some of my usual day to day meals for a few days, cos some of you ask! So here’s my fav porridge that I’m having late because my back is fucked and I had a lie in (couldn’t physically move so had to lol) . . . . . . . . . . #foodblog #foodie #foodporn #foodgasm #fuckdietculture #baker #bakingblog #amateurbaker #bakingtoheal #anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverforfreedom #recoverforlife #recoverforhappiness #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #fuckanorexia #positivevibes #recoverywin #strongnotskinny #grabrecoverybythepenis

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Winner winner chicken schnitzel dinner 👌🏼

Winner winner chicken schnitzel dinner 👌🏼

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Back to my usual self today (mostly) I have the most awful stomach pains and bloating from my binge yesterday but I’m trying to just drink a lot of water and hope it passes. Having this for snacks today, and probably a quiche from the school canteen at lunch! Hope you’re all doing okay!!

Back to my usual self today (mostly) I have the most awful stomach pains and bloating from my binge yesterday but I’m trying to just drink a lot of water and hope it passes. Having this for snacks today, and probably a quiche from the school canteen at lunch! Hope you’re all doing okay!!

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Hey Guys just checking in to know how you're doing 💙
Lol sorry for that crap pic but idc 
I'm doing great at the moment and doing a lot with friends and laughing and having fun and all that normal stuff and you know what?
It feels amazing. To have a life. And friends. And to laugh.
But for that I have to let go of social media stuff
I won't be gone completely
Just not that active
Hope it's okay
You're amazing
You can do this
I love you 💛

Hey Guys just checking in to know how you're doing 💙 Lol sorry for that crap pic but idc I'm doing great at the moment and doing a lot with friends and laughing and having fun and all that normal stuff and you know what? It feels amazing. To have a life. And friends. And to laugh. But for that I have to let go of social media stuff I won't be gone completely Just not that active Hope it's okay You're amazing You can do this I love you 💛

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Dinner tonight was Chinese stir fry I made with my mum. I ATE IT!!! After a completely awful last few days, I’ve finally had a real meal. I’m aware I haven’t eaten enough today.. but it’s better than nothing. Thank you for putting up with me and encouraging me. I need support to fight this. Love, pip xx 
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Dinner tonight was Chinese stir fry I made with my mum. I ATE IT!!! After a completely awful last few days, I’ve finally had a real meal. I’m aware I haven’t eaten enough today.. but it’s better than nothing. Thank you for putting up with me and encouraging me. I need support to fight this. Love, pip xx #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

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Guten Abend meine Lieben 🧡
Heute habe ich mal zum #lunch gekocht 😋 ein buntes Gemüsecurry mit Reis 🍚

Sonst war es für mich ein wenig spannender Tag. Ich habe eigentlich nur gelernt und zwischen durch regelmäßig Pausen gemacht 🙈
Nachmittags habe ich leider wieder extremen Bewegungdrang entwickelt ☹️ Ich weiß schon garnicht mehr was ich dagegen machen soll.. Ich fühle mich ja immer so unwohl in meinem Körper und denke ständig, ich muss das irgendwie abtrainieren. Aber da ich so Muskelkater in den Beinen hatte, von einer kleinen Radtour gestern, konnte ich heute nicht.. Das hat mich so genervt. Naja dann war ich eine kleine Runde spazieren.
Was macht ihr gegen Bewegungsdrang??
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Guten Abend meine Lieben 🧡 Heute habe ich mal zum #lunch gekocht 😋 ein buntes Gemüsecurry mit Reis 🍚 Sonst war es für mich ein wenig spannender Tag. Ich habe eigentlich nur gelernt und zwischen durch regelmäßig Pausen gemacht 🙈 Nachmittags habe ich leider wieder extremen Bewegungdrang entwickelt ☹️ Ich weiß schon garnicht mehr was ich dagegen machen soll.. Ich fühle mich ja immer so unwohl in meinem Körper und denke ständig, ich muss das irgendwie abtrainieren. Aber da ich so Muskelkater in den Beinen hatte, von einer kleinen Radtour gestern, konnte ich heute nicht.. Das hat mich so genervt. Naja dann war ich eine kleine Runde spazieren. Was macht ihr gegen Bewegungsdrang?? #anorexianervosa #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #essstörung #edfighter #anxiety #anxietydisorder #depression #recoveryprocess #realrecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverforlife #recoverforhappiness #recoveringfromanorexia #fckana #foodisfuell #foodislife #foodlove #foodporn #foodblogger #nourishtoheal #nourishtoflorish #treatyourselfright #selflove

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First time I have eaten something proper in days! Okay so this took 3 hours to eat 🤦🏼‍♀️ but I did it. I’m feeling really sick this morning, my nose is so blocked because of crying and I have permanently red eyes. I had bran flakes, coconut yogurt, and homemade strawberry compote. I will try harder at dinner, if I complete it in less than 3 hours then I’m doing well. ED’s can return at any stage, no matter how good you think you are. Love, pip x 
#anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

First time I have eaten something proper in days! Okay so this took 3 hours to eat 🤦🏼‍♀️ but I did it. I’m feeling really sick this morning, my nose is so blocked because of crying and I have permanently red eyes. I had bran flakes, coconut yogurt, and homemade strawberry compote. I will try harder at dinner, if I complete it in less than 3 hours then I’m doing well. ED’s can return at any stage, no matter how good you think you are. Love, pip x #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

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Guys I don’t know what’s wrong with me 😢 I’ve never had problems with binging or anything before, but today has been so so awful. I ate my normal morning snack and then went home from school because I was feeling sick. I had a headache, I was weak and shaky. Got home and felt the sudden urge to eat a whole lot of junk food, like the craziest overwhelming urge I’ve ever had. So I went to McDonald’s and ate 10 nuggets, a large fries and a large orange juice. Then when I went to the supermarket to get my normal food I got potato chips and some pic n mix lollies. Eaten like 100g of the potato chips, the McDonald’s and half a packet of lollies in the space of like an hour. My stomach is so, so sore it’s insane. Why has this happened to me?? Why why why!! I am so upset and confused and I feel disgusting and awful. I’m so so scared this is going to happen again! What can I do to stop it happening again? I just couldn’t stop it’s like I wasn’t in control 😣😣

Guys I don’t know what’s wrong with me 😢 I’ve never had problems with binging or anything before, but today has been so so awful. I ate my normal morning snack and then went home from school because I was feeling sick. I had a headache, I was weak and shaky. Got home and felt the sudden urge to eat a whole lot of junk food, like the craziest overwhelming urge I’ve ever had. So I went to McDonald’s and ate 10 nuggets, a large fries and a large orange juice. Then when I went to the supermarket to get my normal food I got potato chips and some pic n mix lollies. Eaten like 100g of the potato chips, the McDonald’s and half a packet of lollies in the space of like an hour. My stomach is so, so sore it’s insane. Why has this happened to me?? Why why why!! I am so upset and confused and I feel disgusting and awful. I’m so so scared this is going to happen again! What can I do to stop it happening again? I just couldn’t stop it’s like I wasn’t in control 😣😣

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Today’s morning snack, not feeling the best today. I have an awful headache and I just feel uncomfortable 😣

Today’s morning snack, not feeling the best today. I have an awful headache and I just feel uncomfortable 😣

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Hi everyone 🙂
Here’s some random pictures from art (we were taking them to do a cubist drawing!)
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I had quite a long and exhausting day today because I had an extra astronomy lesson after school and my usual 5 mile walk!
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Hi everyone 🙂 Here’s some random pictures from art (we were taking them to do a cubist drawing!) . I had quite a long and exhausting day today because I had an extra astronomy lesson after school and my usual 5 mile walk! . Hope everyone had a good day! • • • • #recovered #vegetarian #loveyourbody #loveyourself #healthymindandbody #strongnotskinny #veggie #vegetarianteen #greedyvegetarian #strongwoman #healthymindhealthybody #recoverforhappiness #freedom #bodyposi #nourishnotpunish #counthappinessnotcalories #everybodyisbeatiful #bodypositivity #bodypositive #bopo #bopowarrior #anorexiasurvivor #healthyrelationshipwithexercise #food #foodisfuel #foodisgood #losehatenotweight #countfunnotcalories

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Just been to the shop with my mum, she was desperate to get my mind off everything. I guess this is my dinner, half a protein energy bite. I had to stop because I was in pieces. I’m sorry it’s such a pathetic attempt but I don’t feel like I deserve food right now. I’m so sorry. I’m really sorry. Love, pippa xx 
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Just been to the shop with my mum, she was desperate to get my mind off everything. I guess this is my dinner, half a protein energy bite. I had to stop because I was in pieces. I’m sorry it’s such a pathetic attempt but I don’t feel like I deserve food right now. I’m so sorry. I’m really sorry. Love, pippa xx #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

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Hallo meine Lieben 💚
Heute gab es zum #lunch mal wieder was ganz bodenständiges und einfach: Lummerschnitzel mit Kaisergemüse und Kartoffeln 😋

Leider hatte ich nicht so richtig Hunger und fühle mich jetzt auch noch ganz voll davon. Ein sehr unangenehmes Gefühl 😐 Ich verstehe meinen Körper auch nicht, oft habe ich pausenlos Hunger und dann auch wieder überhaupt nicht. Ungeachtet wieviel ich esse 🙄 Kennt das jemand und kann das erklären? Ich fühle mich dann immer noch schlechter und denke das Essen garnicht verdient zu haben, weil ich ja eh schnon so dick bin ☹️
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Hallo meine Lieben 💚 Heute gab es zum #lunch mal wieder was ganz bodenständiges und einfach: Lummerschnitzel mit Kaisergemüse und Kartoffeln 😋 Leider hatte ich nicht so richtig Hunger und fühle mich jetzt auch noch ganz voll davon. Ein sehr unangenehmes Gefühl 😐 Ich verstehe meinen Körper auch nicht, oft habe ich pausenlos Hunger und dann auch wieder überhaupt nicht. Ungeachtet wieviel ich esse 🙄 Kennt das jemand und kann das erklären? Ich fühle mich dann immer noch schlechter und denke das Essen garnicht verdient zu haben, weil ich ja eh schnon so dick bin ☹️ #anorexianervosa #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #essstörung #edfighter #anxiety #anxietydisorder #depression #recoveryprocess #realrecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverforlife #recoverforhappiness #recoveringfromanorexia #fckana #foodisfuell #foodislife #foodlove #foodporn #foodblogger #nourishtoheal #nourishtoflorish #treatyourselfright #selflove

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Dins was pretty much the same as yesterday! 🥗 so today I took a step closer to becoming a pt 😝 put it off for ages but my mood has been so sad lately and I haven’t looked forward to anything... finally I have something coming up to be excited about! Have a meeting Wednesday to discuss my options 💪🏽😝 Hope it goes well! Watching Netflix in bed atm and then hopefully a full night of sleep.... sooooooo sick of the constant waking up lately! Have been running off little sleep for a few days now 😫😫 #foodisfuel #anorexicgirl #gains #anarecovery #foodismedicine #foodisscary #eatforlife #eattogrow #dins #nourishyourbody #noms #ed #edrecovery #recover #eatingdisorder #disorder #recoveryishard #recoverforhappiness #eatforgains #postworkout #refuel #fearfoods #eathealth #anorexiawarrior

Dins was pretty much the same as yesterday! 🥗 so today I took a step closer to becoming a pt 😝 put it off for ages but my mood has been so sad lately and I haven’t looked forward to anything... finally I have something coming up to be excited about! Have a meeting Wednesday to discuss my options 💪🏽😝 Hope it goes well! Watching Netflix in bed atm and then hopefully a full night of sleep.... sooooooo sick of the constant waking up lately! Have been running off little sleep for a few days now 😫😫 #foodisfuel #anorexicgirl #gains #anarecovery #foodismedicine #foodisscary #eatforlife #eattogrow #dins #nourishyourbody #noms #ed #edrecovery #recover #eatingdisorder #disorder #recoveryishard #recoverforhappiness #eatforgains #postworkout #refuel #fearfoods #eathealth #anorexiawarrior

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Sidney just thought he'd help organise my folders! Thank you Sire Sidney... #ferretsofinstagram #ferrapy #furbaby #art #recoverforhappiness #ferret

Sidney just thought he'd help organise my folders! Thank you Sire Sidney... #ferretsofinstagram #ferrapy #furbaby #art #recoverforhappiness #ferret

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Part of dinner last night was this bowl of vegetables which I was craving so much but stupidly have an irrational fear of 😬 Going to be starting back at CCI soon but am honestly terrified as I’ve already been told I will need to gain weight and although I need the help the idea of becoming any bigger is terrifying and I honestly don’t know how I’m going to cope. Especially because ptw I’m barely underweight so it seems so unnecessary when I’m not even sickly thin. It’s so unfair and to make it worse my pdoc is threatening that he wont see me anymore unless I can get back to xxkg as a minimum and I feel so pressured and overwhelmed by this all 😓 Does anyone whose been in this situation have any tips with how to deal with it? I can’t stop stressing 😔

Part of dinner last night was this bowl of vegetables which I was craving so much but stupidly have an irrational fear of 😬 Going to be starting back at CCI soon but am honestly terrified as I’ve already been told I will need to gain weight and although I need the help the idea of becoming any bigger is terrifying and I honestly don’t know how I’m going to cope. Especially because ptw I’m barely underweight so it seems so unnecessary when I’m not even sickly thin. It’s so unfair and to make it worse my pdoc is threatening that he wont see me anymore unless I can get back to xxkg as a minimum and I feel so pressured and overwhelmed by this all 😓 Does anyone whose been in this situation have any tips with how to deal with it? I can’t stop stressing 😔

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I don’t know what meal this is. It isn’t a meal. But my dad phoned me and told me that I wasn’t allowed to stop eating just because I’m sad. I feel the worst I ever have. This shouldn’t have happened. It wasn’t meant to happen. Everything was good. I was getting better. I can’t let myself go back there, but I feel like I’ve lost my purpose now. I’ve lost my best friend and my future. It fucking sucks. I’m sorry, but it really does. I started writing a list of things I miss about him, because it helps me control it. I don’t think I’m going back to uni just yet. These last few months have been so great, I was the healthiest and happiest I have been in years. I was starting to love myself again, I was becoming somebody I really liked. I kept going because I had a purpose, I could see a reason to get better. Now I’m right back where I started 3 years ago. I need help. I need to get back to uni and ace my degree and become an amazing doctor. I’m not giving it up. Love, pip x 
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I don’t know what meal this is. It isn’t a meal. But my dad phoned me and told me that I wasn’t allowed to stop eating just because I’m sad. I feel the worst I ever have. This shouldn’t have happened. It wasn’t meant to happen. Everything was good. I was getting better. I can’t let myself go back there, but I feel like I’ve lost my purpose now. I’ve lost my best friend and my future. It fucking sucks. I’m sorry, but it really does. I started writing a list of things I miss about him, because it helps me control it. I don’t think I’m going back to uni just yet. These last few months have been so great, I was the healthiest and happiest I have been in years. I was starting to love myself again, I was becoming somebody I really liked. I kept going because I had a purpose, I could see a reason to get better. Now I’m right back where I started 3 years ago. I need help. I need to get back to uni and ace my degree and become an amazing doctor. I’m not giving it up. Love, pip x #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

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Dessert was chocolate pudding and some chocolate mousse! It was pretty good 😍 had such a good day of eating today, despite the fact that I’ve been getting full very quickly! Hope you all had a great day.

Dessert was chocolate pudding and some chocolate mousse! It was pretty good 😍 had such a good day of eating today, despite the fact that I’ve been getting full very quickly! Hope you all had a great day.

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Dinner was a marinated mint lamb chop, potatoes, veggies and gravy. It was pretty good but I’ve been getting super full super quick the last few days and I’m not sure why 🙃 still trying my best though!

Dinner was a marinated mint lamb chop, potatoes, veggies and gravy. It was pretty good but I’ve been getting super full super quick the last few days and I’m not sure why 🙃 still trying my best though!

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Lunch out was these amazing waffles!! With caramel, almond cream, almonds and berries 😍😍

Lunch out was these amazing waffles!! With caramel, almond cream, almonds and berries 😍😍

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Today’s snacks - caramel muffin bake, banana 🍌 grapes 🍇 and a nectarine! Going out to a restaurant for lunch so I’m super nervous about that!! Hope you all have a great day x

Today’s snacks - caramel muffin bake, banana 🍌 grapes 🍇 and a nectarine! Going out to a restaurant for lunch so I’m super nervous about that!! Hope you all have a great day x

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Guten Abend Allerseits 💙🌆 #nightsnack ist schon wieder #challangetime 😱 Obwohl ich die letzte Woche jeden Tag süss Kram hatte gönne ich mir heute eine #pintparty 💪🏻 Einfach weil ich Bock drauf habe und eines meiner liebsten Eise beim einkaufen entdeckt habe 🙈😁 Eine weitere Herausforderung für mich: die erste Pintparty vor meinen Eltern 🙊 Ich habe immer noch Angst vor sowas, weil ich früher oft für mein Essverhalten, in jed weder Richtung, kritisiert wurde 😐
Aber mein Eis lasse ich mir jetzt mit dem Tatort im TV schmecken 🍦📺 Sonst war heute ein ziemlich geschäftiger Sonntag. Koffer auspacken, Einkaufen in Holland, lernen und um mein Auto kümmern 🙈 Ja, meine Batterie hatte vor dem Urlaub spontan den Geist aufgegeben, hat heute der ADAC bestätigt. Jetzt muss ich morgen zum Händler eine neue besorgen, da ich ja auch noch Garantie habe. 🚗
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Guten Abend Allerseits 💙🌆 #nightsnack ist schon wieder #challangetime 😱 Obwohl ich die letzte Woche jeden Tag süss Kram hatte gönne ich mir heute eine #pintparty 💪🏻 Einfach weil ich Bock drauf habe und eines meiner liebsten Eise beim einkaufen entdeckt habe 🙈😁 Eine weitere Herausforderung für mich: die erste Pintparty vor meinen Eltern 🙊 Ich habe immer noch Angst vor sowas, weil ich früher oft für mein Essverhalten, in jed weder Richtung, kritisiert wurde 😐 Aber mein Eis lasse ich mir jetzt mit dem Tatort im TV schmecken 🍦📺 Sonst war heute ein ziemlich geschäftiger Sonntag. Koffer auspacken, Einkaufen in Holland, lernen und um mein Auto kümmern 🙈 Ja, meine Batterie hatte vor dem Urlaub spontan den Geist aufgegeben, hat heute der ADAC bestätigt. Jetzt muss ich morgen zum Händler eine neue besorgen, da ich ja auch noch Garantie habe. 🚗 #anorexianervosa #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #essstörung #edfighter #anxiety #anxietydisorder #depression #recoveryprocess #realrecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverforlife #recoverforhappiness #recoveringfromanorexia #fckana #foodisfuell #foodislife #foodlove #foodporn #foodblogger #nourishtoheal #nourishtoflorish #treatyourselfright #selflove

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So keen for dins tonight!!! 🥗 hugest bowl of veggies EVER! my gosh! It probably weighs like 2kgs haha 😛😛 eating the rainbow to hopefully make me feel like one! Need lots of fuel tonight because I’m feeling super weak and frail lately.... not good at all! And I’ve been not eating a lot during the day, most likely ed wanting to hold onto calories for dinner time because then I don’t get as hungry before bed... got to try and stop doing this because it’s making my head even worse #anorexicgirl #ed #edrecovery #foodismedicine #foodislife #foodisfuel #scaredtoeat #anarecovery #recover #recoverforhappiness #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogrowmuscles #postgym #gains💪 #gains #fdoe #noms #dins #anorexiarecovery #disorder #eatingdisorder #gym #recoverywarrior #recoverychallenge

So keen for dins tonight!!! 🥗 hugest bowl of veggies EVER! my gosh! It probably weighs like 2kgs haha 😛😛 eating the rainbow to hopefully make me feel like one! Need lots of fuel tonight because I’m feeling super weak and frail lately.... not good at all! And I’ve been not eating a lot during the day, most likely ed wanting to hold onto calories for dinner time because then I don’t get as hungry before bed... got to try and stop doing this because it’s making my head even worse #anorexicgirl #ed #edrecovery #foodismedicine #foodislife #foodisfuel #scaredtoeat #anarecovery #recover #recoverforhappiness #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogrowmuscles #postgym #gains💪 #gains #fdoe #noms #dins #anorexiarecovery #disorder #eatingdisorder #gym #recoverywarrior #recoverychallenge

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Also had some dessert 🍨 two mini cinnamon donuts, ice cream, chocolate mousse, whipped cream and chocolate sauce!! Ate probably half of it and I’m absolutely stuffed but I’m doing ok!! 😅

Also had some dessert 🍨 two mini cinnamon donuts, ice cream, chocolate mousse, whipped cream and chocolate sauce!! Ate probably half of it and I’m absolutely stuffed but I’m doing ok!! 😅

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We went to an all you can eat buffet for lunch!! It was so hard. I couldn’t finish this all and I felt bad because they get angry at people who don’t clear their plates because it’s food waste, but I gave it a good go! Roast beef and gravy, ham, peas and chips 🍟

We went to an all you can eat buffet for lunch!! It was so hard. I couldn’t finish this all and I felt bad because they get angry at people who don’t clear their plates because it’s food waste, but I gave it a good go! Roast beef and gravy, ham, peas and chips 🍟

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Hallo meine Lieben 💚
Ich sitze gerade am Flughafen von Agadir und warte auf den Flug zurück nach Deutschland 🇩🇪 der natürlich, was ein Wunder, mal wieder Verspätung hat 🙄 Gern wäre ich noch eine Woche hier geblieben, denn der Urlaub war wirklich sehr schön ☺️ Auch mit meinen Eltern hat es viel besser geklappt als erwartet und wir haben uns kein einziges Mal gestritten. Es war echt harmonisch 💪🏻
Ausserdem habe ich mich in der zweiten Woche auch noch jede Menge #fearfood getraut und z.B. jeden Abend süssem Nachtisch genommen und jeden Tag der zwei Wochen 2 mal Warm gegessen 😱

Zum krönenden Abschluss gab es dann gestern Abend noch ein riesen Fearfood zum #nightsnack 🙊 Crêpes Suzettes 😍 Crêpes habe ich seit locker 3 Jahren nicht mehr gegessen. Und dieser war auch noch mit zuckersüssem Orangensirup getränkt!!! Mega süss, aber auch mega lecker und befriedigend, wo ich doch so ein Süßmaul bin 😋
#anorexianervosa #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #essstörung #edfighter #anxiety #anxietydisorder #depression #recoveryprocess #realrecovery  #recoveryisworthit #recoverforlife #recoverforhappiness #recoveringfromanorexia #fckana #foodisfuell #foodislife #foodlove #foodporn #foodblogger #nourishtoheal #nourishtoflorish #treatyourselfright #selflove

Hallo meine Lieben 💚 Ich sitze gerade am Flughafen von Agadir und warte auf den Flug zurück nach Deutschland 🇩🇪 der natürlich, was ein Wunder, mal wieder Verspätung hat 🙄 Gern wäre ich noch eine Woche hier geblieben, denn der Urlaub war wirklich sehr schön ☺️ Auch mit meinen Eltern hat es viel besser geklappt als erwartet und wir haben uns kein einziges Mal gestritten. Es war echt harmonisch 💪🏻 Ausserdem habe ich mich in der zweiten Woche auch noch jede Menge #fearfood getraut und z.B. jeden Abend süssem Nachtisch genommen und jeden Tag der zwei Wochen 2 mal Warm gegessen 😱 Zum krönenden Abschluss gab es dann gestern Abend noch ein riesen Fearfood zum #nightsnack 🙊 Crêpes Suzettes 😍 Crêpes habe ich seit locker 3 Jahren nicht mehr gegessen. Und dieser war auch noch mit zuckersüssem Orangensirup getränkt!!! Mega süss, aber auch mega lecker und befriedigend, wo ich doch so ein Süßmaul bin 😋 #anorexianervosa #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #essstörung #edfighter #anxiety #anxietydisorder #depression #recoveryprocess #realrecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverforlife #recoverforhappiness #recoveringfromanorexia #fckana #foodisfuell #foodislife #foodlove #foodporn #foodblogger #nourishtoheal #nourishtoflorish #treatyourselfright #selflove

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Off home now! Just finished the show, and I had a really good time. I asked if we could go to the juice bar before heading to the car, I had a large ‘stress down’ it was super nice! London has been fun today, I’m sorry today started off so badly 😔 I’m just getting a little tired of basically not having a family anymore. I feel like a tag-along to my dads new family. To my boyfriend who is no doubt reading this: come home soon. I need a hug. Love, pip xx 
#anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

Off home now! Just finished the show, and I had a really good time. I asked if we could go to the juice bar before heading to the car, I had a large ‘stress down’ it was super nice! London has been fun today, I’m sorry today started off so badly 😔 I’m just getting a little tired of basically not having a family anymore. I feel like a tag-along to my dads new family. To my boyfriend who is no doubt reading this: come home soon. I need a hug. Love, pip xx #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

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Your heart shines out of you like beams of a lighthouse showing others your beauty, I believe every single person holds this shining light :) #zine #diy #art #craft #mentalhealthawareness #recoverforhappiness #breakthestigma #ferrapy #ferretart #beauty #happy #staystrong #comics

Your heart shines out of you like beams of a lighthouse showing others your beauty, I believe every single person holds this shining light :) #zine #diy #art #craft #mentalhealthawareness #recoverforhappiness #breakthestigma #ferrapy #ferretart #beauty #happy #staystrong #comics

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Part of supper is a tropical Juicie 🍊🍍 also going to have a picnic bar (!) and some chocolate mousse (!!)

Part of supper is a tropical Juicie 🍊🍍 also going to have a picnic bar (!) and some chocolate mousse (!!)

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Afternoon snack is grapes and special K biscuits! Feeling a bit better today, hope you’re all doing well 💕 what’s some good shows to watch on Netflix??

Afternoon snack is grapes and special K biscuits! Feeling a bit better today, hope you’re all doing well 💕 what’s some good shows to watch on Netflix??

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Dinner tonight was beef chilli, whole grain rice, and 🧀 !  My dad won’t be home from the surgery till really late and we are currently sat around waiting for him to get home. I’ve asked to go to an escape room tonight as a family, one of those challenges where you have to solve clues to get out of the room in a time limit. Honestly, I don’t know if my dad will get back from his meeting in time. Happy 20th to me! I don’t want presents, I don’t want money. I just want the people I love around me. And this birthday I don’t have any. My mum is with my grandma in Spain, my dad is at work and my boyfriend is in the army 😔 I’m trying to stay positive, but I just want them with me. Love, pip xx  #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

Dinner tonight was beef chilli, whole grain rice, and 🧀 ! My dad won’t be home from the surgery till really late and we are currently sat around waiting for him to get home. I’ve asked to go to an escape room tonight as a family, one of those challenges where you have to solve clues to get out of the room in a time limit. Honestly, I don’t know if my dad will get back from his meeting in time. Happy 20th to me! I don’t want presents, I don’t want money. I just want the people I love around me. And this birthday I don’t have any. My mum is with my grandma in Spain, my dad is at work and my boyfriend is in the army 😔 I’m trying to stay positive, but I just want them with me. Love, pip xx #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

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Hey Ho lovely people 🧡
Das war mein leckeres #lunch von heute: Brathähnchen mit Sauce, gedünstetem Gemüse und Brötchen 😍 Manchmal sind's die einfachen Dinge ☺️ Heute ist leider der letzte Tag unserer 2 wöchigen Marokko-Reise 😢 Im zweiten Hotel wäre ich doch gern noch länger geblieben und hätte es mir gut gehen lassen 😁 Aber irgendwann müssen wir alle mal zurück an die Arbeit ☹️ Morgen geht es zurück nach Deutschland. Heute Abend gehen wir aber nochmal in eurem der Themenrestaurants hier auf dem Hotelgelände essen. Diesmal französisch 🇫🇷
#anorexianervosa #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #essstörung #edfighter #anxiety #anxietydisorder #depression #recoveryprocess #realrecovery  #recoveryisworthit #recoverforlife #recoverforhappiness #recoveringfromanorexia #fckana #foodisfuell #foodislife #foodlove #foodporn #foodblogger #nourishtoheal #nourishtoflorish #treatyourselfright #selflove

Hey Ho lovely people 🧡 Das war mein leckeres #lunch von heute: Brathähnchen mit Sauce, gedünstetem Gemüse und Brötchen 😍 Manchmal sind's die einfachen Dinge ☺️ Heute ist leider der letzte Tag unserer 2 wöchigen Marokko-Reise 😢 Im zweiten Hotel wäre ich doch gern noch länger geblieben und hätte es mir gut gehen lassen 😁 Aber irgendwann müssen wir alle mal zurück an die Arbeit ☹️ Morgen geht es zurück nach Deutschland. Heute Abend gehen wir aber nochmal in eurem der Themenrestaurants hier auf dem Hotelgelände essen. Diesmal französisch 🇫🇷 #anorexianervosa #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #essstörung #edfighter #anxiety #anxietydisorder #depression #recoveryprocess #realrecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverforlife #recoverforhappiness #recoveringfromanorexia #fckana #foodisfuell #foodislife #foodlove #foodporn #foodblogger #nourishtoheal #nourishtoflorish #treatyourselfright #selflove

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Hello everyone 💜
This is really important! I share yummy food I eat and recipes a lot but that doesn’t mean you need to base what you eat on me, or anyone else!
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Say someone shares a smoothie recipe with 1 banana in it. If you want 3 bananas, have 3!! If you don’t like bananas, don’t have one!!!
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Food is vital and delicious, not a competition (unless it’s hummus eating!) and it’s not something to be scared of!
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#recovered #vegetarian #loveyourbody #loveyourself #healthymindandbody #strongnotskinny #veggie #vegetarianteen #greedyvegetarian #strongwoman #healthymindhealthybody #recoverforhappiness #freedom #bodyposi #nourishnotpunish #counthappinessnotcalories #everybodyisbeatiful #bodypositivity #bodypositive #bopo #bopowarrior #anorexiasurvivor #healthyrelationshipwithexercise #food #foodisfuel #foodisgood #losehatenotweight #countfunnotcalories

Hello everyone 💜 This is really important! I share yummy food I eat and recipes a lot but that doesn’t mean you need to base what you eat on me, or anyone else! . Say someone shares a smoothie recipe with 1 banana in it. If you want 3 bananas, have 3!! If you don’t like bananas, don’t have one!!! . Food is vital and delicious, not a competition (unless it’s hummus eating!) and it’s not something to be scared of! • • • • #recovered #vegetarian #loveyourbody #loveyourself #healthymindandbody #strongnotskinny #veggie #vegetarianteen #greedyvegetarian #strongwoman #healthymindhealthybody #recoverforhappiness #freedom #bodyposi #nourishnotpunish #counthappinessnotcalories #everybodyisbeatiful #bodypositivity #bodypositive #bopo #bopowarrior #anorexiasurvivor #healthyrelationshipwithexercise #food #foodisfuel #foodisgood #losehatenotweight #countfunnotcalories

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I have been eating rubbish all morning!! I had jelly babies, chocolate buttons, popcorn, baileys, prosecco, mini rolls, chocolate rocky road and of course, the birthday cake! There is nothing I want more than something savoury right now 😂 sugar overload!!! I had an amazing day with my friends and step sister at flip out. But it’s not over yet! 🎈 love, pip xx 
#anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

I have been eating rubbish all morning!! I had jelly babies, chocolate buttons, popcorn, baileys, prosecco, mini rolls, chocolate rocky road and of course, the birthday cake! There is nothing I want more than something savoury right now 😂 sugar overload!!! I had an amazing day with my friends and step sister at flip out. But it’s not over yet! 🎈 love, pip xx #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

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Dinner was subway again! Third time this week!! It’s just been hectic and today has been rough. Some things have come up that are making me feel super anxious and nervous and upset. I hate conflict so so much I feel sick to my stomach and I can’t sleep from thinking about things over and over in my head. I’m hoping tomorrow will be much better 🙃

Dinner was subway again! Third time this week!! It’s just been hectic and today has been rough. Some things have come up that are making me feel super anxious and nervous and upset. I hate conflict so so much I feel sick to my stomach and I can’t sleep from thinking about things over and over in my head. I’m hoping tomorrow will be much better 🙃

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Dins bowl full of goodness 😛😛 baby canned carrots, beans, celery and lettuce 🥗 topped with mustard and garlic salt 🥗 so nommy! 🔥 hopefully bed early tonight after not getting to sleep last night until 5am 🙄 I hope tonight’s sleep is better! Considered having a Lenny and Larry’s cookie which I bought but not brave enough tonight 😓 maybe tomorrow! I do feel guilty though because I had some crackers earlier 😒 #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoverforhappiness #recoverforfreedom #feedyourbody #foodisfuel #foodismedicine #eattogrow #eattolive #eatforlife #fearfood #anorexia #ed #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #dins #noms #nommy #nourishbowl #eatrealfood #eats #strongnotskinny #eattherainbow #disorder #recovertolive #vegetables

Dins bowl full of goodness 😛😛 baby canned carrots, beans, celery and lettuce 🥗 topped with mustard and garlic salt 🥗 so nommy! 🔥 hopefully bed early tonight after not getting to sleep last night until 5am 🙄 I hope tonight’s sleep is better! Considered having a Lenny and Larry’s cookie which I bought but not brave enough tonight 😓 maybe tomorrow! I do feel guilty though because I had some crackers earlier 😒 #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoverforhappiness #recoverforfreedom #feedyourbody #foodisfuel #foodismedicine #eattogrow #eattolive #eatforlife #fearfood #anorexia #ed #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #dins #noms #nommy #nourishbowl #eatrealfood #eats #strongnotskinny #eattherainbow #disorder #recovertolive #vegetables

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Morning lovely people!! I’m 20!!! I got some beautiful roses from my amazing boyfriend yesterday and overnight sadly some petals fell off from where they were damaged in transport (they are still beautiful!!) so I decided to make rose and walnut oats. I used rosewater instead of milk in the oats, and put in some ground walnut powder too. I washed the rose petals from the flowers too and cooked them with in the hot oats. Rose is the weirdest flavour, it reminds me of Turkish delight! The petals steam in the bowl and sort of turn to a sweet paste. I used to make rose biscuits when I was younger but I could never get enough rose petals from the garden, they were so so good though. Have a lovely day everyone, happy birthday to me 🌷 love, pip xx

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Morning lovely people!! I’m 20!!! I got some beautiful roses from my amazing boyfriend yesterday and overnight sadly some petals fell off from where they were damaged in transport (they are still beautiful!!) so I decided to make rose and walnut oats. I used rosewater instead of milk in the oats, and put in some ground walnut powder too. I washed the rose petals from the flowers too and cooked them with in the hot oats. Rose is the weirdest flavour, it reminds me of Turkish delight! The petals steam in the bowl and sort of turn to a sweet paste. I used to make rose biscuits when I was younger but I could never get enough rose petals from the garden, they were so so good though. Have a lovely day everyone, happy birthday to me 🌷 love, pip xx #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

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A positive note for a dreary morning, smiles and love to everyone! We all have wings :) #zine #comics #diy #recoverforhappiness #create #hastings #craft #enjoy #smile #mentalhealthawareness #breakthestigma

A positive note for a dreary morning, smiles and love to everyone! We all have wings :) #zine #comics #diy #recoverforhappiness #create #hastings #craft #enjoy #smile #mentalhealthawareness #breakthestigma

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Had this chocolate Afghan biscuit for a snack!! It was ideal 😍

Had this chocolate Afghan biscuit for a snack!! It was ideal 😍

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Dinner was so good oml😍
@traderjoes turkey burgers are amazing!!!🤤 I had two on top of rice cakes with hummus, micro greens, and tomato. 🍅
Literally these burgers are soooo worth getting, and I’ll prob go back just to buy more 🤷🏽‍♀️😂 #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #recoverforfreedom #recoverforlife #recover #recoverforhappiness #anawho

Dinner was so good oml😍 @traderjoes turkey burgers are amazing!!!🤤 I had two on top of rice cakes with hummus, micro greens, and tomato. 🍅 Literally these burgers are soooo worth getting, and I’ll prob go back just to buy more 🤷🏽‍♀️😂 #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #recoverforfreedom #recoverforlife #recover #recoverforhappiness #anawho

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Guten Abend meine Lieben 🌆
Ich hoffe ihr kommt so gut durch eure Tage, wie ich im Moment. 😁 Denn ich lebe hier in unserem 4 Sterne Hotel das schöne Faulenzer Leben ☺️ Mein Tag besteht im wesentlichen Aus Essen, Lesen, Wellness, Strand und Schlafen. Mehr nicht 😂 Und ich genieße es. Denn nur im Urlaub kann ich mir mal erlauben wirklich nichts zu tun und zu entspannen. Sonst kann ich das nie. 🙊
Ich hoffe meine 50 Fakten über mich in meinem gestrigen Post haben euch interessiert und gefallen und ihr haltet mich jetzt nicht für den absoluten Freak 🙈 Ich habe leider wieder nur sehr wenig Rückmeldung bekommen.. 🙊

Heute Abend waren wir in einem Themenrestaurant auf dem Hotelgelände essen. Italienisch 🇮🇹 Als #dessert gab es diese nicht ganz definierbare Kreation aus einer Art Torte und ziemlich künstlichem Eis 😐 War nich so der Hammer, aber ich habe es trotzdem gegessen, so schlecht war es dann auch nicht. 😅 REMINDER: Es muss nicht immer alles perfekt sein, oder perfekt schmecken. Und das sind dann auch keine unnötig aufgenommenen Kalorien, sondern eine Erfahrung 😉
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Guten Abend meine Lieben 🌆 Ich hoffe ihr kommt so gut durch eure Tage, wie ich im Moment. 😁 Denn ich lebe hier in unserem 4 Sterne Hotel das schöne Faulenzer Leben ☺️ Mein Tag besteht im wesentlichen Aus Essen, Lesen, Wellness, Strand und Schlafen. Mehr nicht 😂 Und ich genieße es. Denn nur im Urlaub kann ich mir mal erlauben wirklich nichts zu tun und zu entspannen. Sonst kann ich das nie. 🙊 Ich hoffe meine 50 Fakten über mich in meinem gestrigen Post haben euch interessiert und gefallen und ihr haltet mich jetzt nicht für den absoluten Freak 🙈 Ich habe leider wieder nur sehr wenig Rückmeldung bekommen.. 🙊 Heute Abend waren wir in einem Themenrestaurant auf dem Hotelgelände essen. Italienisch 🇮🇹 Als #dessert gab es diese nicht ganz definierbare Kreation aus einer Art Torte und ziemlich künstlichem Eis 😐 War nich so der Hammer, aber ich habe es trotzdem gegessen, so schlecht war es dann auch nicht. 😅 REMINDER: Es muss nicht immer alles perfekt sein, oder perfekt schmecken. Und das sind dann auch keine unnötig aufgenommenen Kalorien, sondern eine Erfahrung 😉 #anorexianervosa #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #essstörung #edfighter #anxiety #anxietydisorder #depression #recoveryprocess #realrecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverforlife #recoverforhappiness #recoveringfromanorexia #fckana #foodisfuell #foodislife #foodlove #foodporn #foodblogger #nourishtoheal #nourishtoflorish #treatyourselfright #selflove

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Birthday night with my mum!! I had this GORGEOUS pizza 🍕 it was goats cheese, tomato 🍅 onion, feta, ham 🥓 and some chilli oil !! 🌶 This pizza was gorgeous. It was such a thin crispy base, and it was delicious! It was nice spending time with my mum tonight, we are going home and watching cheesy documentaries ❤️ my favourite thing in the world. I would pick pjs and movies over clubbing any day. I’m almost 20 guys!!! Bye teen years.. I’ll miss you. Thanks for being good to me ❤️Love, 19 year old pip xx 
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Birthday night with my mum!! I had this GORGEOUS pizza 🍕 it was goats cheese, tomato 🍅 onion, feta, ham 🥓 and some chilli oil !! 🌶 This pizza was gorgeous. It was such a thin crispy base, and it was delicious! It was nice spending time with my mum tonight, we are going home and watching cheesy documentaries ❤️ my favourite thing in the world. I would pick pjs and movies over clubbing any day. I’m almost 20 guys!!! Bye teen years.. I’ll miss you. Thanks for being good to me ❤️Love, 19 year old pip xx #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

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Typical snacks! I feel like I need to change it up next week, any ideas?? Hope you’re all well xx

Typical snacks! I feel like I need to change it up next week, any ideas?? Hope you’re all well xx

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Some days everything seems like it is crumbling around you.  Some days even the smallest tasks seem too difficult to do because you care for yourself too little.  Some days you can’t bare to look in the mirror or shower or leave the house because you feel too disgusted in yourself.  Some days you can’t bare to even look at food because you would feel too guilty. 
But you get on with it, you fight until you can’t fight anymore and you beat down that voice in your head that tells you all those lies. And I will tell you, it’s worth it ♥️ SO so worth it.  Because despite all the bad days, there comes good days.  Days where you manage to get up and have your breakfast.  Days where you manage to put on a smile and some makeup and actually feel good about yourself.  Days where you manage to put that shitty little voice to the back of your head and get on with that beautiful thing that is life. and it’s honestly the best feeling ever 💛💛💛 ~ LIVE FOR THOSE GOOD DAYS. 
#anorexiarecovery #anarexianervosa #anarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverforlife #recoverforhappiness #edrecovery #edawareness #recoveryishard #recoveryisreal #anawarrior #edwarrior #anasurvivor

Some days everything seems like it is crumbling around you. Some days even the smallest tasks seem too difficult to do because you care for yourself too little. Some days you can’t bare to look in the mirror or shower or leave the house because you feel too disgusted in yourself. Some days you can’t bare to even look at food because you would feel too guilty. But you get on with it, you fight until you can’t fight anymore and you beat down that voice in your head that tells you all those lies. And I will tell you, it’s worth it ♥️ SO so worth it. Because despite all the bad days, there comes good days. Days where you manage to get up and have your breakfast. Days where you manage to put on a smile and some makeup and actually feel good about yourself. Days where you manage to put that shitty little voice to the back of your head and get on with that beautiful thing that is life. and it’s honestly the best feeling ever 💛💛💛 ~ LIVE FOR THOSE GOOD DAYS. #anorexiarecovery #anarexianervosa #anarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverforlife #recoverforhappiness #edrecovery #edawareness #recoveryishard #recoveryisreal #anawarrior #edwarrior #anasurvivor

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Random looking dinner part 2! 😛 went out for dinner tonight but just got small salad 😒😒 was too scared to try anything challenging and I know it’s bad but I reatricted during the day in case I did... so I knew I under ate a lot. Was still hungry when I got home so had this bowl 🥕🥦 but now I feel guilty 🙃🙃 I know I shouldn’t but I just feel like I ate wayyyyy to much tonight 🙄 anyways was good to see old friends! 😁 Happy Thursday 
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Random looking dinner part 2! 😛 went out for dinner tonight but just got small salad 😒😒 was too scared to try anything challenging and I know it’s bad but I reatricted during the day in case I did... so I knew I under ate a lot. Was still hungry when I got home so had this bowl 🥕🥦 but now I feel guilty 🙃🙃 I know I shouldn’t but I just feel like I ate wayyyyy to much tonight 🙄 anyways was good to see old friends! 😁 Happy Thursday #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoverforfreedom #recoverforhappiness #feedyourbody #fearfood #ed #edrecovery #edwarrior #edfuggter #recovery #foodismedicine #foodisfuel #eattolive #eatforlife #eattogrow #postworkout #postgym #gym #gains💪 #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #anorexianerviosa #anorexiasucks

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Lunch today is kale, chicken, pine nut 🥜 and mayo wraps 😌 obviously I had to have a little salad with it too. Work this morning has been so slow, I’ve seen 6 patients in 4 hours 😪 and it’s raining outside so I’m stuck on the top floor watching the rain over the city. It’s kind of relaxing at least! Have a lovely day everyone. I can’t wait to have a mum/daughter night tonight with my mum for my birthday. Love, pip xx 
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Lunch today is kale, chicken, pine nut 🥜 and mayo wraps 😌 obviously I had to have a little salad with it too. Work this morning has been so slow, I’ve seen 6 patients in 4 hours 😪 and it’s raining outside so I’m stuck on the top floor watching the rain over the city. It’s kind of relaxing at least! Have a lovely day everyone. I can’t wait to have a mum/daughter night tonight with my mum for my birthday. Love, pip xx #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

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Dinner was subway again! Got the chicken with lettuce, carrot, cucumber and mayo! Also had 3 (!!) Cadbury favourites and a CARAMEL SUNDAE!! That are unpictured because I was with friends and couldn’t take photos. I feel really, really guilty now because I’ve eaten more today than I would usually and my stomach hurts and it’s just not my day today 😢 but I’m going to go to bed and sleep it off and wake up tomorrow feeling great!

Dinner was subway again! Got the chicken with lettuce, carrot, cucumber and mayo! Also had 3 (!!) Cadbury favourites and a CARAMEL SUNDAE!! That are unpictured because I was with friends and couldn’t take photos. I feel really, really guilty now because I’ve eaten more today than I would usually and my stomach hurts and it’s just not my day today 😢 but I’m going to go to bed and sleep it off and wake up tomorrow feeling great!

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Our zines are now available in @wowandflutterhastings ! We hope they bring you smiles and warmth... (they have  great records and comics) #diy #zine #craft #mentalhealthawareness #breakthestigma #recoverforhappiness #recordstore #hastings #comics

Our zines are now available in @wowandflutterhastings ! We hope they bring you smiles and warmth... (they have great records and comics) #diy #zine #craft #mentalhealthawareness #breakthestigma #recoverforhappiness #recordstore #hastings #comics

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Dinner tonight was fajitas! I had two of these barbecue pork fajitas, they were loaded with lettuce, tomato, coleslaw,and honestly were delicious. I didn’t get to phone my boyfriend after all tonight.. which kind of ruined my night 😪 it’s crazy how easily my day can change from amazing to awful. Goodnight ❤️ love, pip

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Dinner tonight was fajitas! I had two of these barbecue pork fajitas, they were loaded with lettuce, tomato, coleslaw,and honestly were delicious. I didn’t get to phone my boyfriend after all tonight.. which kind of ruined my night 😪 it’s crazy how easily my day can change from amazing to awful. Goodnight ❤️ love, pip #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

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Today’s snacks are lemon themed 🍋 lemon Tom & Luke balls, lemon fibre one bar, and then the usual crackers and banana! I FEEL GREAT TODAY TEAM!! The sun is shining, my pants fit perfectly today 👌🏼 I’m on top of all my school work at the moment and I’m moving to an AMAZING house this weekend. Hope you’re all feeling as great as me?!!

Today’s snacks are lemon themed 🍋 lemon Tom & Luke balls, lemon fibre one bar, and then the usual crackers and banana! I FEEL GREAT TODAY TEAM!! The sun is shining, my pants fit perfectly today 👌🏼 I’m on top of all my school work at the moment and I’m moving to an AMAZING house this weekend. Hope you’re all feeling as great as me?!!

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Show off this cute little bookmark with bright smiles and a can do attitude! Available directly... message for details! #zine #diy #craft #smile #mentalhealthawareness #breakthestigma #thesebootsaremadeforwalking #recoverforhappiness

Show off this cute little bookmark with bright smiles and a can do attitude! Available directly... message for details! #zine #diy #craft #smile #mentalhealthawareness #breakthestigma #thesebootsaremadeforwalking #recoverforhappiness

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Dins bowl full of rainbow veggies 🥕🥦🥗 I’ve got to admit.. I have let the meat train go these last few days because it adds so many calories and that was freaking me out... embarrassed to say it but I slipped back into just having veggies 😝 will have to try again and add the cans of tuna/chicken back in 😯 tomorrow night im meeting up with friends and I’m so nervous 😒 I already know I can just get steamed veggies and salad so it’s fine but still scared 😫😫 #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoverforfreedom #feedyourbody #recoverforhappiness #gainpost #foodismedicine #fuelyourbody #eattogrow #ed #recoverforboobs #recovery #recoverforhappiness #dins #noms #nourishbowl #recoveryisworthit #recoveryishard #veggies #anorexia #anorexianerviosa #anorexiafighter #warrior #disorderedeating #foodisgood #fdoe

Dins bowl full of rainbow veggies 🥕🥦🥗 I’ve got to admit.. I have let the meat train go these last few days because it adds so many calories and that was freaking me out... embarrassed to say it but I slipped back into just having veggies 😝 will have to try again and add the cans of tuna/chicken back in 😯 tomorrow night im meeting up with friends and I’m so nervous 😒 I already know I can just get steamed veggies and salad so it’s fine but still scared 😫😫 #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoverforfreedom #feedyourbody #recoverforhappiness #gainpost #foodismedicine #fuelyourbody #eattogrow #ed #recoverforboobs #recovery #recoverforhappiness #dins #noms #nourishbowl #recoveryisworthit #recoveryishard #veggies #anorexia #anorexianerviosa #anorexiafighter #warrior #disorderedeating #foodisgood #fdoe

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Guten Morgen meine Lieben 🧡 Frühstückszeit 😋 (es gab natürlich noch mehr Müsli, nur die Schüsseln sind hier so klein 😂) Wie gestern schon versprochen kommen jetzt zum aller ersten Mal hier ein paar Fakten über mich!! Insgesamt 50 Stück, viel Spaß und lasst mir gerne einen Kommentar da ☺️ 1. Ich heiße Lisa (ist jetzt vielleicht nicht mehr DIE Überraschung 😅)
2. Ich habe auch noch einen zweiten Vornamen, den ich aber nicht verraten werde, weil ich ihn nicht besonders mag. Bzw. die Kombination aus beiden Namen nicht
3. Ich bin Studentin an einer sehr grossen Universität
4. Ich studiere Geschichte und Sozialwissenschaften im 2. Fach B. A.
5. In der Schule hatte ich schon Geschichte und Deutsch Leistungskurs
6. Ich bin nicht besonders gross, was mich manchmal nervt, meistens aber nicht.
7. Mit 14 Jahren habe ich mir meine über Schulter langen Haare radikal abschneiden lassen und trage sie seit dem kurz (ähnlich wie ein Undercut aber weiblicher und nicht rasiert)
8. Ich habe eine Tätowierung auf dem rechten Fuss und das soll auch nicht die letzte bleiben 😏
9. Ich habe einen Piercing im rechten Ohr und das soll auch nicht der letzte bleiben 😁
10. Sonst habe ich insgesamt 5 Ohrlöcher; 2 rechts, 3 links
11. Meine Lieblingsfarbe ist rot (und schwarz) 
12. Mittlerweile trage ich auch fast ausschließlich nur noch Klamotten in den Farben Schwarz, grau und Weiß; und dazu gern rot lackierte Nägel
13. Ich bin quasi nie ganz nackt, da ich immer irgendwelche Bändchen am Fuss und Handgelenk und Ketten am Hals habe, sowie Ohrringe und Piercing drin habe, was ich nie raus nehme oder ablege 😅
14. Musik ist sehr wichtig in meinem Leben, ich gehe so gut wie nie ohne Kopfhörer aus dem Haus 
15. Ich bin auch ein auditiver Lerntyp
16. Ich spiele selbst Klavier und hatte auch 10 Jahre Unterricht. Zur Zeit habe ich leider wenig Zeit und Lust dazu
17. Ich bin ein riesen Fan der Band Linkin Park, entsprechend hat mich Chesters Suizid im letzten Jahr tief getroffen, da er ein richtiges Idol für mich war. (auch in Bezug auf psychische Krankheiten) 👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻

Guten Morgen meine Lieben 🧡 Frühstückszeit 😋 (es gab natürlich noch mehr Müsli, nur die Schüsseln sind hier so klein 😂) Wie gestern schon versprochen kommen jetzt zum aller ersten Mal hier ein paar Fakten über mich!! Insgesamt 50 Stück, viel Spaß und lasst mir gerne einen Kommentar da ☺️ 1. Ich heiße Lisa (ist jetzt vielleicht nicht mehr DIE Überraschung 😅) 2. Ich habe auch noch einen zweiten Vornamen, den ich aber nicht verraten werde, weil ich ihn nicht besonders mag. Bzw. die Kombination aus beiden Namen nicht 3. Ich bin Studentin an einer sehr grossen Universität 4. Ich studiere Geschichte und Sozialwissenschaften im 2. Fach B. A. 5. In der Schule hatte ich schon Geschichte und Deutsch Leistungskurs 6. Ich bin nicht besonders gross, was mich manchmal nervt, meistens aber nicht. 7. Mit 14 Jahren habe ich mir meine über Schulter langen Haare radikal abschneiden lassen und trage sie seit dem kurz (ähnlich wie ein Undercut aber weiblicher und nicht rasiert) 8. Ich habe eine Tätowierung auf dem rechten Fuss und das soll auch nicht die letzte bleiben 😏 9. Ich habe einen Piercing im rechten Ohr und das soll auch nicht der letzte bleiben 😁 10. Sonst habe ich insgesamt 5 Ohrlöcher; 2 rechts, 3 links 11. Meine Lieblingsfarbe ist rot (und schwarz) 12. Mittlerweile trage ich auch fast ausschließlich nur noch Klamotten in den Farben Schwarz, grau und Weiß; und dazu gern rot lackierte Nägel 13. Ich bin quasi nie ganz nackt, da ich immer irgendwelche Bändchen am Fuss und Handgelenk und Ketten am Hals habe, sowie Ohrringe und Piercing drin habe, was ich nie raus nehme oder ablege 😅 14. Musik ist sehr wichtig in meinem Leben, ich gehe so gut wie nie ohne Kopfhörer aus dem Haus 15. Ich bin auch ein auditiver Lerntyp 16. Ich spiele selbst Klavier und hatte auch 10 Jahre Unterricht. Zur Zeit habe ich leider wenig Zeit und Lust dazu 17. Ich bin ein riesen Fan der Band Linkin Park, entsprechend hat mich Chesters Suizid im letzten Jahr tief getroffen, da er ein richtiges Idol für mich war. (auch in Bezug auf psychische Krankheiten) 👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻

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Dinner was a Greek lamb sub from subway, with cheddar cheese, lots of salads and tzatziki sauce! It was sooo good I used to live on subway everyday at school! 🌱

Dinner was a Greek lamb sub from subway, with cheddar cheese, lots of salads and tzatziki sauce! It was sooo good I used to live on subway everyday at school! 🌱

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Breakfast this morning was delicious but it was such a shame that it was raining outside 😭 it wasn’t cold, but it was really overcast and just not a nice day. For breakfast I had oats cooked with skimmed milk on the stove🥣, blueberries🍇, and again some blobs of homemade strawberry jam 🍓Happy Wednesday! It’s hump day today, just 2 more days after this and it’s the weekend. Although, I am taking Friday off because it’s my birthday 😅 I’m at work now and I think I might go to costa with a colleague for lunch 🥙 We’ll see. Love, pip xx 
#anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

Breakfast this morning was delicious but it was such a shame that it was raining outside 😭 it wasn’t cold, but it was really overcast and just not a nice day. For breakfast I had oats cooked with skimmed milk on the stove🥣, blueberries🍇, and again some blobs of homemade strawberry jam 🍓Happy Wednesday! It’s hump day today, just 2 more days after this and it’s the weekend. Although, I am taking Friday off because it’s my birthday 😅 I’m at work now and I think I might go to costa with a colleague for lunch 🥙 We’ll see. Love, pip xx #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #ana #beatanorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edsoldier #edwarrior #edfamily #edfighter #edrecovery #recovery #recover #recoverforlife #recoverywin #recoverforhappiness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #bodypositive #keepfighting #staypositive #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #nourishtoflourish #anorexia #ed #bodypositive #bodytransformation #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit

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Lunch today! ☀️☀️ for the first time in maybe months I think I’m going to take a rest day from the gym 😯😯 I’m just not feeling it today and have little energy so trying to listen to my body! Although it’s only lunch time so we will see if I make it through and don’t go 😝🤷🏼‍♀️ definitely something I’m guilty of is forcing myself to go even if I’m tired 🙃🙃 so will try my hardest too not feel bad for resting 😋 so excited to eat this the baby carrots are super super sweet 🥕 #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoverforfreedom #fuelyourbody #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogrowmuscles #gainpost #gaintrain #gains💪 #feedyourbody #ed #edrecovery #recoveryishard #recoverforfreedom #recoverforhappiness #fearfood #noms #nourishbowl #healthyeating #veggies #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiawarrior

Lunch today! ☀️☀️ for the first time in maybe months I think I’m going to take a rest day from the gym 😯😯 I’m just not feeling it today and have little energy so trying to listen to my body! Although it’s only lunch time so we will see if I make it through and don’t go 😝🤷🏼‍♀️ definitely something I’m guilty of is forcing myself to go even if I’m tired 🙃🙃 so will try my hardest too not feel bad for resting 😋 so excited to eat this the baby carrots are super super sweet 🥕 #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoverforfreedom #fuelyourbody #eattolive #eattogrow #eattogrowmuscles #gainpost #gaintrain #gains💪 #feedyourbody #ed #edrecovery #recoveryishard #recoverforfreedom #recoverforhappiness #fearfood #noms #nourishbowl #healthyeating #veggies #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiawarrior

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Another busy day! But finished early and me and the boy went to the cinema which was lovely! ☺️
Feasting on this! 😋
So today is Thankful Tuesday! 
I am so thankful for the ongoing and never ending support from my family, my partner and my friends who without I wouldn’t be here today! 
No matter how hard it gets fighters it does become easier - when I was in the midst, deep down in my eating disorder I did not think this was possible...but it is! It really is! But it does require something big from you...a leap of a faith! And that’s one big ass leap of faith! But it’s so worth it! 
You are all so strong and I have no doubt that you can kick your ed out of your lives for good!
Hope you have all had a great Tuesday! Stay strong lovelies! 💜 #edrecovery #edfighter #stayingstrong #strongnotskinny #takethatleapoffaith #lifeisworthit #recoverforhappiness

Another busy day! But finished early and me and the boy went to the cinema which was lovely! ☺️ Feasting on this! 😋 So today is Thankful Tuesday! I am so thankful for the ongoing and never ending support from my family, my partner and my friends who without I wouldn’t be here today! No matter how hard it gets fighters it does become easier - when I was in the midst, deep down in my eating disorder I did not think this was possible...but it is! It really is! But it does require something big from you...a leap of a faith! And that’s one big ass leap of faith! But it’s so worth it! You are all so strong and I have no doubt that you can kick your ed out of your lives for good! Hope you have all had a great Tuesday! Stay strong lovelies! 💜 #edrecovery #edfighter #stayingstrong #strongnotskinny #takethatleapoffaith #lifeisworthit #recoverforhappiness

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Snacks for the day, changing it up with a kiwi fruit 🥝 and a fibre one bar! Haven’t tried the salted caramel flavour before so I’m excited to see what it’s like!! Hope you all have a great day xx

Snacks for the day, changing it up with a kiwi fruit 🥝 and a fibre one bar! Haven’t tried the salted caramel flavour before so I’m excited to see what it’s like!! Hope you all have a great day xx

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