📃 Today is the fourth day in a row that I have been able to abstain from smoking bigarettes 🚭 which oddly enough has been easier AND harder than I thought it would be. I have basically been smoking since my teens, drinking too. I couldn't tell you what exactly drove me to stop but if I can stick with it I believe it will help me take the next step in life that I've been planning for a little while now. 🖤 P.S. smoking, drinking, lean, powder etc. is usually how I deal with ☹ depression, 😖 anxiety, anger 😡 and some more sh*t so if you actually f*ck with me do reach out periodically to check on me. I haven't got much to lean on so...yeah ✌.