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With my long time Pal @silver.thomas 🎸😘❤️at my #pictureexhibitions #fortemarghera last Saturday 📷
Brother from another mother, thanks a million ❤️I really appreciate it your show, and your golden ❤️
Your brother, Alex📷
#fuckpancreaticcancer #fuckcancer
#hardcoresuperstarofficial #hardcoresuperatar #thomassilver #vulcanorecords
#metalhammer #metalhammermagazine #hardcoresupertar

With my long time Pal @silver.thomas 🎸😘❤️at my #pictureexhibitions #fortemarghera last Saturday 📷 Brother from another mother, thanks a million ❤️I really appreciate it your show, and your golden ❤️ Your brother, Alex📷 #fuckpancreaticcancer #fuckcancer #hardcoresuperstarofficial #hardcoresuperatar #thomassilver #vulcanorecords #metalhammer #metalhammermagazine #hardcoresupertar

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Help wanted💯💯#streetznmusiqradio #atmboyz #fuckcancer #ripshadagod😪

Help wanted💯💯#streetznmusiqradio #atmboyz #fuckcancer #ripshadagod😪

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nonna is looking beautiful after chemo #samejumper #grandma #fuckcancer #cancersucks #afterchemo #lifeafterchemo #nevergiveup

nonna is looking beautiful after chemo #samejumper #grandma #fuckcancer #cancersucks #afterchemo #lifeafterchemo #nevergiveup

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😂😂😂💯💯#streetznmusiqradio #atmboyz #fuckcancer #ripshadagod😪

😂😂😂💯💯#streetznmusiqradio #atmboyz #fuckcancer #ripshadagod😪

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Vilken helg vi har att se fram emot! Sport Quiz på fredag, sedan efterfesten till Camcermatchen på lördag. Vill du äta hos oss någon av kvällarna så bokar ni på 0650-31050! #hogges #gladahudik #cancermatchen #sportquiz #hoggeskrog #hudiksvall #fuckcancer

Vilken helg vi har att se fram emot! Sport Quiz på fredag, sedan efterfesten till Camcermatchen på lördag. Vill du äta hos oss någon av kvällarna så bokar ni på 0650-31050! #hogges #gladahudik #cancermatchen #sportquiz #hoggeskrog #hudiksvall #fuckcancer

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HAPPY GDAY to my homie and wonderful friend!!!! Your a true inspiration and one of the strongest woman I know. May God continue blessing u with more and more life!!!!! #fuckcancer#cancersurvivor 🎊🎉

HAPPY GDAY to my homie and wonderful friend!!!! Your a true inspiration and one of the strongest woman I know. May God continue blessing u with more and more life!!!!! #fuckcancer #cancersurvivor 🎊🎉

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Therapie am Freitag. Leichtes Training am darauffolgenden Montag !
Menschen haben oft Angst vor Krebs. Aber denkt mal was der Krebs für ne scheiß Panik haben muss wenn er realisiert das er sich den falschen ausgesucht hat 🤨
Also happy fighting 💪🏻
#chemotherapie #chemotherapy #fuckcancer #fuckcancer🎀 #cancerfighter #walkingtall #hartwiekruppstahl #losingisnotanoption #lastonestanding #chemosucks #havingfun #beard #beardeddad #beardandmuscles #beardandtattoos #boxing #hammerboxing

Therapie am Freitag. Leichtes Training am darauffolgenden Montag ! Menschen haben oft Angst vor Krebs. Aber denkt mal was der Krebs für ne scheiß Panik haben muss wenn er realisiert das er sich den falschen ausgesucht hat 🤨 Also happy fighting 💪🏻 #chemotherapie #chemotherapy #fuckcancer #fuckcancer🎀 #cancerfighter #walkingtall #hartwiekruppstahl #losingisnotanoption #lastonestanding #chemosucks #havingfun #beard #beardeddad #beardandmuscles #beardandtattoos #boxing #hammerboxing

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#Regram #FuckCancer #RipCoolAide #RipLonnie 💚🌀💯

#Regram #FuckCancer #RipCoolAide #RipLonnie 💚🌀💯

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This is one happy girl. Done with my surgery! Just waiting to talk to my surgeon and then I can go home. Will hopefully get my analysis results back late next week. We’re hoping for clean, cancer-free margins around the tumour, as well as confirmation that the other growth is benign. 
#breastcancer #fuckcancer #lumpectomy #chemorecovery

This is one happy girl. Done with my surgery! Just waiting to talk to my surgeon and then I can go home. Will hopefully get my analysis results back late next week. We’re hoping for clean, cancer-free margins around the tumour, as well as confirmation that the other growth is benign. #breastcancer #fuckcancer #lumpectomy #chemorecovery

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Un'altro cd con le mie foto...giuro ho perso il conto 🤔
Grazie al mio amico @albertmarshallmusic la tua fiducia 📷🙏❤️
Un abbraccio, Alex😉🎸📷
#fuckpancreaticcancer #fuckcancer #cancerdrugsandrockandroll

Un'altro cd con le mie foto...giuro ho perso il conto 🤔 Grazie al mio amico @albertmarshallmusic la tua fiducia 📷🙏❤️ Un abbraccio, Alex😉🎸📷 #fuckpancreaticcancer #fuckcancer #cancerdrugsandrockandroll

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Nie ma miejsca jak #dom ❤️ #happy #polishgirl #fuckcancer #aml #prettybaldgirls 💪🏻

Nie ma miejsca jak #dom ❤️ #happy #polishgirl #fuckcancer #aml #prettybaldgirls 💪🏻

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Been up all night. Watching this just made me break down even more. I’ve known this man since I was 14yrs old working at Coco’s House of Comedy and you had every throwback Jersey. On my 35th bday you gained your wings and you are no longer suffering. Rest in paradise @funnycoolaide #longlivecoolaide #fuckcancer #idontowntherightstothismusic

Been up all night. Watching this just made me break down even more. I’ve known this man since I was 14yrs old working at Coco’s House of Comedy and you had every throwback Jersey. On my 35th bday you gained your wings and you are no longer suffering. Rest in paradise @funnycoolaide #longlivecoolaide #fuckcancer #idontowntherightstothismusic

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Cancermatchen är ett fantastiskt initiativ som startats här i Hudiksvall! Givetvis vill vi vara med och bidra till detta! Under december månad så skänker vi en krona per såld burk till @cancermatchen - tack @filipkiltorp för det jobb du gör! Vi är glada att få hjälpa till! Vore snällt om ni ville gilla och sprida detta vidare! Kärlek till er såsälskare som följer oss! Ta hand om er och era nära! #såskungarna #cancermatchen #gladahudik #fuckcancer

Cancermatchen är ett fantastiskt initiativ som startats här i Hudiksvall! Givetvis vill vi vara med och bidra till detta! Under december månad så skänker vi en krona per såld burk till @cancermatchen - tack @filipkiltorp för det jobb du gör! Vi är glada att få hjälpa till! Vore snällt om ni ville gilla och sprida detta vidare! Kärlek till er såsälskare som följer oss! Ta hand om er och era nära! #såskungarna #cancermatchen #gladahudik #fuckcancer

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Todo parece imposible hasta que se logra.
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Me digo esta frase aquellos días en los que la vida pesa más de la cuenta, cierro los ojos y la acompaño con un recuerdo que me espavila a golpe de

. Todo parece imposible hasta que se logra. . Me digo esta frase aquellos días en los que la vida pesa más de la cuenta, cierro los ojos y la acompaño con un recuerdo que me espavila a golpe de "colleja" seguido de un: ya pudiste antes... Entonces, me subo las mangas, me suelto la melena, me pongo aquel pintalabios a modo "me subo a la vida" y con el sonido de mis tacones acompañando cada paso, sonrío de nuevo... Podría llamarlo de muchas maneras, pero mejor lo llamaré amor propio, que de vez en cuando no viene nada mal. . Necesitamos creer en algo, para sobrevivir a tanto sin sentido. . ¿Porqué no creer en nosotros? . . ¡Feliz día! 😘❣️🍀✌️🐼✨©️ . . #cancer #cancerdemama #cancerinfantil #fuckcancer #cancersucks #cancersurvivor #breastcancer #cancerfighter #mamasevaalaguerra #afondocontraelcancer #vida #life #lifestyle #blogger #bloggerstyle #photography #instaphotos #instamoments #instagram #instalife #hairstyle #blondehair #momentos #instantes #reflexiones #promesas #nosueltotumano #unpetóalcel #13

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I stole this from my man @lilduval This is my @funnycoolaide I’ve Djayed for him many times. He was an incredible talent & really down to earth guy. I will always remember him. How can I not he died on my birthday 💔 #fuckcancer

I stole this from my man @lilduval This is my @funnycoolaide I’ve Djayed for him many times. He was an incredible talent & really down to earth guy. I will always remember him. How can I not he died on my birthday 💔 #fuckcancer

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***Hair today 👩🏾gone tomorrow 👩🏾‍🦲** It was always going to happen it was just a matter of time ⏰ I’m not going to lie loosening my hair has been very very hard as I’ve only just got it back from the last time. I finally had hair that I always wanted and it’s gone within a flash 😞 BUT one things for sure, my hair does not define me ! It does not make me any less of a woman. I will continue to be the person I have always been 💪🏽 stronger than ever now 💙🌊 • •

#fuckcancer🎀 #cancersucks #fuckcancer #breastcancerawareness #hairloss #chemotherapy #chemohair #chemosucks #unitedagainstcancer

***Hair today 👩🏾gone tomorrow 👩🏾‍🦲** It was always going to happen it was just a matter of time ⏰ I’m not going to lie loosening my hair has been very very hard as I’ve only just got it back from the last time. I finally had hair that I always wanted and it’s gone within a flash 😞 BUT one things for sure, my hair does not define me ! It does not make me any less of a woman. I will continue to be the person I have always been 💪🏽 stronger than ever now 💙🌊 • • #fuckcancer🎀 #cancersucks #fuckcancer #breastcancerawareness #hairloss #chemotherapy #chemohair #chemosucks #unitedagainstcancer

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Ditch the dryer sheets: Out of all the chemicals a household uses -including cleaning supplies -dryer sheets are one of the MOST toxic. When people use them, they are coating themselves with chemicals are extremely toxic that are known carcinogens!  They are linked to all types of cancer especially brain and all types of neurological conditions. Wipe the inside of your barn down with them and watch the RATS die! (Do not expose your pets to them) #cancerfree #cancerprevention #cancerawareness #cancerfighter #cancercoach #integrativepractitioner #fuckcancer #cancerninga #nomotefear #breastcancer #coloncancer #cancer #cancersucks #energyholistichealth #neurology #braincancer #disease #prevention

Ditch the dryer sheets: Out of all the chemicals a household uses -including cleaning supplies -dryer sheets are one of the MOST toxic. When people use them, they are coating themselves with chemicals are extremely toxic that are known carcinogens! They are linked to all types of cancer especially brain and all types of neurological conditions. Wipe the inside of your barn down with them and watch the RATS die! (Do not expose your pets to them) #cancerfree #cancerprevention #cancerawareness #cancerfighter #cancercoach #integrativepractitioner #fuckcancer #cancerninga #nomotefear #breastcancer #coloncancer #cancer #cancersucks #energyholistichealth #neurology #braincancer #disease #prevention

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R.I.P. AserOne 🙏🏻...Talented tattoo artist,nice guy,every discussion with you was always a pleasure...Life’s not fair sometimes...#liege #liegetattooartist #belgiumtattooartists #tattooartist #toxcitink #lettering #tattooartistbelgium #fuckcancer #aseronetattoo #aserone @aserone_tattoo

R.I.P. AserOne 🙏🏻...Talented tattoo artist,nice guy,every discussion with you was always a pleasure...Life’s not fair sometimes...#liege #liegetattooartist #belgiumtattooartists #tattooartist #toxcitink #lettering #tattooartistbelgium #fuckcancer #aseronetattoo #aserone @aserone_tattoo

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LIIFT 4 Chest & Triceps Done!  Focusing on getting enough water in as well! #strongereveryday #fuckcancer #breastcancersurvivor #fightlikeagirl

LIIFT 4 Chest & Triceps Done! Focusing on getting enough water in as well! #strongereveryday #fuckcancer #breastcancersurvivor #fightlikeagirl

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Wrapping up my time here in Houston.  Going north for a few days before heading west to the desert sunshine.  I need some serious vitamin D! 
This month has been sad.  The grey weather, lower temps, no clear resolution on my health... just waiting and seeing.

Waiting and seeing.  That has been the theme of this month as I wait and hope for 3 important  people in my life, all diagnosed with cancer recently.  Waiting for tests, surgeries and treatments, and seeing how they fare.  My little digestive issues, that seemed so large and painful in previous months, are so small in comparison. 
Sometimes there are no answers and other times, they are not the answers we want.

Let's hope this is a bridge to something better, easier, and happier for all of us.

#fuckcancer #movingon #health #travel #friendsandfamily #sad #lifegoeson #fulltimerv #bridge #lakehoustonwildernesspark #texas #medical #diagnosis #fuckcancersomemore

Wrapping up my time here in Houston. Going north for a few days before heading west to the desert sunshine. I need some serious vitamin D! This month has been sad. The grey weather, lower temps, no clear resolution on my health... just waiting and seeing. Waiting and seeing. That has been the theme of this month as I wait and hope for 3 important people in my life, all diagnosed with cancer recently. Waiting for tests, surgeries and treatments, and seeing how they fare. My little digestive issues, that seemed so large and painful in previous months, are so small in comparison. Sometimes there are no answers and other times, they are not the answers we want. Let's hope this is a bridge to something better, easier, and happier for all of us. #fuckcancer #movingon #health #travel #friendsandfamily #sad #lifegoeson #fulltimerv #bridge #lakehoustonwildernesspark #texas #medical #diagnosis #fuckcancersomemore

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My boys are wild and crazy, spirited and sassy, but they are happy and HEALTHY! 
What a blessing!! Some families aren’t so lucky... This weekend, I experienced my first Run 'Til You Snowdrop event!!! It’s 24 hours running or walking on 24 treadmills to represent the 24 beds for pediatric cancer patients at Children’s Hospital in Milwaukee. Each hour of this event was dedicated to a local child that has had to battle cancer. 😢
In between basketball tournaments, I walked 4.5 miles on Saturday night from 8-9pm and ran just over 6 miles on Sunday morning from 6-7am for on of my running club’s teams. I think I’ve run on a treadmill less times than I can count on one hand. By mile 4 on Sunday morning, all that was going through my head was “Ugh, this suuuuucks!!!” “I’d much rather be outside running in the freezing cold than running on this hamster wheel!” But then, I looked up at the TV screens to see this sweet little toddler with beautiful brown eyes and the biggest smile showing off the infusion line and feeding tube that covered his chest and belly!!! I quickly changed my internal dialogue to “This does suck, but cancer sucks more!” “Cancer sucks, THIS is life and a PRIVILEGE!” There are days that I feel like my boys drive me to total insanity, that I feel like I’m living in such chaos, getting down on myself about my cluttered house and mountains of laundry... But WOW, then there are days that show me just how blessed my life really is.
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#halfmarathoner #marathoner #lifeofarunner #wisconsinrunner #runwisconsin #wisconsinrunning #womensrunningcommunity 
#inspiringwomenrunners #womeninspiringwomen #momsinspiringmoms #runjunkie #runhole #motherrunnerlife #snowdropfoundation #snowdropwi #mrttfoxcities #fuckcancer #runningforacause #stressedbutblessed

My boys are wild and crazy, spirited and sassy, but they are happy and HEALTHY! What a blessing!! Some families aren’t so lucky... This weekend, I experienced my first Run 'Til You Snowdrop event!!! It’s 24 hours running or walking on 24 treadmills to represent the 24 beds for pediatric cancer patients at Children’s Hospital in Milwaukee. Each hour of this event was dedicated to a local child that has had to battle cancer. 😢 In between basketball tournaments, I walked 4.5 miles on Saturday night from 8-9pm and ran just over 6 miles on Sunday morning from 6-7am for on of my running club’s teams. I think I’ve run on a treadmill less times than I can count on one hand. By mile 4 on Sunday morning, all that was going through my head was “Ugh, this suuuuucks!!!” “I’d much rather be outside running in the freezing cold than running on this hamster wheel!” But then, I looked up at the TV screens to see this sweet little toddler with beautiful brown eyes and the biggest smile showing off the infusion line and feeding tube that covered his chest and belly!!! I quickly changed my internal dialogue to “This does suck, but cancer sucks more!” “Cancer sucks, THIS is life and a PRIVILEGE!” There are days that I feel like my boys drive me to total insanity, that I feel like I’m living in such chaos, getting down on myself about my cluttered house and mountains of laundry... But WOW, then there are days that show me just how blessed my life really is. ___________________________________________________________ #halfmarathoner #marathoner #lifeofarunner #wisconsinrunner #runwisconsin #wisconsinrunning #womensrunningcommunity #inspiringwomenrunners #womeninspiringwomen #momsinspiringmoms #runjunkie #runhole #motherrunnerlife #snowdropfoundation #snowdropwi #mrttfoxcities #fuckcancer #runningforacause #stressedbutblessed

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Monday morning, a chilly, damp day. I think about the goals I set, and how I'll hold myself accountable. I wonder if I should care about the time goals? Some days I have to force myself out of bed and forget about the illness that has cursed my family.  I'm training and running this marathon inspired by my dad, the man who has always believed if I set my mind to something,  I can do it. The man who has given me determination and motivation through my life to succeed in everything I have and want to achieve. 
Health is wealth, and without health, you've got nothing. All the beautiful things in the world mean nothing. Everything I've ever wanted materialistic means nothing. The most I can do now is fight with him, and for him. The tears and heartaches have been painful for me, but not even close to the pain he goes through daily. I'll say it again,  Healthy is wealthy, and right now, I've never felt so poor. .
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#fuckcancer #runnersofinstagram #runnercommunity #marathonbound #fight #run #marathontraining #mondaymotivation

Monday morning, a chilly, damp day. I think about the goals I set, and how I'll hold myself accountable. I wonder if I should care about the time goals? Some days I have to force myself out of bed and forget about the illness that has cursed my family. I'm training and running this marathon inspired by my dad, the man who has always believed if I set my mind to something, I can do it. The man who has given me determination and motivation through my life to succeed in everything I have and want to achieve. Health is wealth, and without health, you've got nothing. All the beautiful things in the world mean nothing. Everything I've ever wanted materialistic means nothing. The most I can do now is fight with him, and for him. The tears and heartaches have been painful for me, but not even close to the pain he goes through daily. I'll say it again, Healthy is wealthy, and right now, I've never felt so poor. . . . . . . . . #fuckcancer #runnersofinstagram #runnercommunity #marathonbound #fight #run #marathontraining #mondaymotivation

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It's hard raising my 3 girls by myself a majority of the time. 
It kills me doing everything I can to take care of my father and watch him deteriorate more and more every day.
I struggle finding the energy to take care of myself most days.
I cry more than I'd like to admit and add a plea of strength at the end of my prayers each night.
I could choose the easy route in all of these things and not have to stress the way I do.
But I wouldn't be happy.
I'd still have that fake smile I plastered on my face for far too long.
And even worse, I'd still be disgusted by what I see when is look in the mirror.
No, this climb is not the least bit easy.
But I can't wait to get to the top, look around, and say I'VE MADE IT!💪
Who wants to climb with me?
#motivation #inspiration #faith #progressnotperfection #mentalhealth #instagood #workinprogress #worthit #momlife #fuckcancer #daddysgirl #instacoach #fitlife #girlmomboss

It's hard raising my 3 girls by myself a majority of the time. It kills me doing everything I can to take care of my father and watch him deteriorate more and more every day. I struggle finding the energy to take care of myself most days. I cry more than I'd like to admit and add a plea of strength at the end of my prayers each night. I could choose the easy route in all of these things and not have to stress the way I do. But I wouldn't be happy. I'd still have that fake smile I plastered on my face for far too long. And even worse, I'd still be disgusted by what I see when is look in the mirror. No, this climb is not the least bit easy. But I can't wait to get to the top, look around, and say I'VE MADE IT!💪 Who wants to climb with me? #motivation #inspiration #faith #progressnotperfection #mentalhealth #instagood #workinprogress #worthit #momlife #fuckcancer #daddysgirl #instacoach #fitlife #girlmomboss

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Yesterday Anatomy Angel Wellness LLC teamed with @ruulloa, @fitking_plem @protravelinternational and  @mountsinainyc to create a magical Christmas event for over 400 children and their families fighting cancer. My heart overflowed with joy to see the line of children and parents that formed around me in need of some TLC. This season I give the gift of touch. It is one of the most powerful senses in the body. Studies have shown how very significant it is during early childhood development, between partners in relationships, parents and children, even friends. I encourage you today to extend your arms and hug someone or hold your loved ones hand(s). Give of yourself what you can and spread love this season. Be grateful for your blessings, how far you’ve come and all the opportunities before you. Have an amazing day and holiday season Angels.
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#tistheseason#philantropy#giveofyourself#massagetherapy#fuckcancer#mountsinaimedical#kidsfightingcancer#charityevent#selfcare#selflove#beatingcancer#merrychristmas#freehugs

Yesterday Anatomy Angel Wellness LLC teamed with @ruulloa, @fitking_plem @protravelinternational and @mountsinainyc to create a magical Christmas event for over 400 children and their families fighting cancer. My heart overflowed with joy to see the line of children and parents that formed around me in need of some TLC. This season I give the gift of touch. It is one of the most powerful senses in the body. Studies have shown how very significant it is during early childhood development, between partners in relationships, parents and children, even friends. I encourage you today to extend your arms and hug someone or hold your loved ones hand(s). Give of yourself what you can and spread love this season. Be grateful for your blessings, how far you’ve come and all the opportunities before you. Have an amazing day and holiday season Angels. * * * #tistheseason #philantropy #giveofyourself #massagetherapy #fuckcancer #mountsinaimedical #kidsfightingcancer #charityevent #selfcare #selflove #beatingcancer #merrychristmas #freehugs

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Este es el caso del que hablamos en el Ep. #7.. vean la reacción de ese niño que fue lo más que me hizo llorar. Grandísimo este caballero ❤️🙏🏾 👏🏾
Dale play a @guat_a_mess link en el Bio.
Tambien en ... 👇🏾
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#guatamess #podcast #podcasting #podcasterboricua #love #ct #pr #emotional #moments #donate #joy #wow #live #vida #valiente #fuckcancer #aplausos #share #sharethelove #dkms #itvnews #goodnews #positivevibes 
Video➡️ @itvnews

Este es el caso del que hablamos en el Ep. #7.. vean la reacción de ese niño que fue lo más que me hizo llorar. Grandísimo este caballero ❤️🙏🏾 👏🏾 Dale play a @guat_a_mess link en el Bio. Tambien en ... 👇🏾 #spotify #podbean #youtube #itunes . . . . . . . #guatamess #podcast #podcasting #podcasterboricua #love #ct #pr #emotional #moments #donate #joy #wow #live #vida #valiente #fuckcancer #aplausos #share #sharethelove #dkms #itvnews #goodnews #positivevibes Video➡️ @itvnews

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Goodbye my beautiful girl, my rock. Run free now and be at peace. 💙💙💙 #rescuedog #brokenhearted #fuckcancer

Goodbye my beautiful girl, my rock. Run free now and be at peace. 💙💙💙 #rescuedog #brokenhearted #fuckcancer

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It's been a very trying year. Breast cancer. Multiple surgeries. Side effects. Illness. Job loss. Friend loss. Many disappointments. But also,  beating cancer. Surviving multiple surgeries,  side effects,  and illness. New connections. New endeavors. Self reflection. Stronger bonds. Being forced out of your comfort zone is the universe's way of letting you know she's heard you. You complained about your current situation but for whatever reason you remained stuck,  unable to move. So she provided,  as she does. I'm still here.  I still breathe.  I'm alive. And now,  after many months of more being able to enjoy the things I do,  I'm finally cleared to get back at it. Slowly.. but surely. 
#fuckcancer #warriorwoman #survivor #cancersucks #breastcancersurvivor #fitness #wellness #wellbeing #yoga

It's been a very trying year. Breast cancer. Multiple surgeries. Side effects. Illness. Job loss. Friend loss. Many disappointments. But also, beating cancer. Surviving multiple surgeries, side effects, and illness. New connections. New endeavors. Self reflection. Stronger bonds. Being forced out of your comfort zone is the universe's way of letting you know she's heard you. You complained about your current situation but for whatever reason you remained stuck, unable to move. So she provided, as she does. I'm still here. I still breathe. I'm alive. And now, after many months of more being able to enjoy the things I do, I'm finally cleared to get back at it. Slowly.. but surely. #fuckcancer #warriorwoman #survivor #cancersucks #breastcancersurvivor #fitness #wellness #wellbeing #yoga

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That #checkenginelight needs to give me a break.  Ready to feel good going into 2019.  Turns out I won’t be dying from this head cold/flu-ish thing I had after all🦄
2018 was rough...ready for peace in the new year. 
#thereweresomeblessings
#grace
#grateful
#breastcancer
#thrivers
#cancersurvivor
#mastectomy 
#fuckfearandfly 
#watchmelive 
#fuckcancer
#eternaloptimist

That #checkenginelight needs to give me a break. Ready to feel good going into 2019. Turns out I won’t be dying from this head cold/flu-ish thing I had after all🦄 2018 was rough...ready for peace in the new year. #thereweresomeblessings #grace #grateful #breastcancer #thrivers #cancersurvivor #mastectomy #fuckfearandfly #watchmelive #fuckcancer #eternaloptimist

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Smidigaste cytostatikabehandlingen hittills. In, tanka på, ut igen. Inga låga värden, inget extra blod, ingen antibiotika. Känns nästan som en liten julklapp. 🎁 #fuckcancer #chemo #cytostatika #gome #hejamig 💪🏻👏🏻

Smidigaste cytostatikabehandlingen hittills. In, tanka på, ut igen. Inga låga värden, inget extra blod, ingen antibiotika. Känns nästan som en liten julklapp. 🎁 #fuckcancer #chemo #cytostatika #gome #hejamig 💪🏻👏🏻

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Ett minne från Facebook, oj vad jag skulle kunna ge mycket för att få göra det en gång till! Fast jag hade nog hoppat tebax några år till..♥️😢 #fuckcancer

Ett minne från Facebook, oj vad jag skulle kunna ge mycket för att få göra det en gång till! Fast jag hade nog hoppat tebax några år till..♥️😢 #fuckcancer

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75% arbete innebär att man har rast och då gäller det att samla energi😁 Så 3 km snabb promenad hinner man med galant med. Sakta men säkert kommer jag tillbaka💪🏼😊 #fuckcancer #älskalivet # arbetslivet

75% arbete innebär att man har rast och då gäller det att samla energi😁 Så 3 km snabb promenad hinner man med galant med. Sakta men säkert kommer jag tillbaka💪🏼😊 #fuckcancer #älskalivet # arbetslivet

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5 Minuten nach diesem idyllischem Anblick kotzte (Ja, sie hat echt KOTZTE gesagt ) Thede einmal quer übern Tisch. 
Klingt nicht schön, war es auch nicht , die Chemo ist ja auch nicht schön , sie ist dreckig. 
Wir dürfen nicht zusammen auf den Weihnachtsmarkt oder in den Zoo,  Einkaufen, Bus fahren,  nirgendwo hin wo viele Leute sind, oder kranke, gar nicht so einfach bei diesem Wetter,  bester Freund krank,  Oma krank , Cousine krank, 
Besuch abgesagt, 
Laune miserabel.
Thede darf kein rohes Gemüse,kein Gemüse mit Schale,  kein Obst mit Schale,  kein Kuchen vom Bäcker,  keine Wurst vom Fleischer,  kein Eis vom Eisladen.
Wir sind noch ganz am Anfang,  Chemo 2 von 8 ist geschafft,zur Zeit geht es Thede  so lala, Übelkeit , Antriebslosigkeit , und ganz schöne Probleme mit dem Gleichgewicht,  aber er hat zum Glück keine Schmerzen und er ist echt sehr verständlich was dir ganzen Verbote angeht. 
Aber er isst auch kaum, die Ärzte

5 Minuten nach diesem idyllischem Anblick kotzte (Ja, sie hat echt KOTZTE gesagt ) Thede einmal quer übern Tisch. Klingt nicht schön, war es auch nicht , die Chemo ist ja auch nicht schön , sie ist dreckig. Wir dürfen nicht zusammen auf den Weihnachtsmarkt oder in den Zoo, Einkaufen, Bus fahren, nirgendwo hin wo viele Leute sind, oder kranke, gar nicht so einfach bei diesem Wetter, bester Freund krank, Oma krank , Cousine krank, Besuch abgesagt, Laune miserabel. Thede darf kein rohes Gemüse,kein Gemüse mit Schale, kein Obst mit Schale, kein Kuchen vom Bäcker, keine Wurst vom Fleischer, kein Eis vom Eisladen. Wir sind noch ganz am Anfang, Chemo 2 von 8 ist geschafft,zur Zeit geht es Thede so lala, Übelkeit , Antriebslosigkeit , und ganz schöne Probleme mit dem Gleichgewicht, aber er hat zum Glück keine Schmerzen und er ist echt sehr verständlich was dir ganzen Verbote angeht. Aber er isst auch kaum, die Ärzte "drohen" schon mit Magensonde, ich hoffe das bleibt ihm erspart. Bloß versuch mal deinem Kind zu erklären das es Essen muss wenn es ihm sonst wo steht. Irgendwann kommt das Ende der Behandlung und dann wird alles wieder gut. Und wie. #fuckcancer #derscheintrügt #lebenmitkindern #alltag #momblogger

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Take a step and head over the the website. 
Grab a vertex or summit before there all gone !!
Only 300 made !!!
#apexmodco #ccsd #dbv4v #svo #apexelitesquad #apexfamily

Take a step and head over the the website. Grab a vertex or summit before there all gone !! Only 300 made !!! #apexmodco #ccsd #dbv4v #svo #apexelitesquad #apexfamily

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yes..

yes..

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Still in shock. It’s surreal and beautiful to hear these words my brotha @funnycoolaide Why the long face? (inside joke) Have peace in knowing, that we are all composed of energy. Energy never dies. It is always changing and transforming. His energy has transitioned to another place...and that place just got a lot funnier 🕊#fuckcancer #ripcoolaide #fallensoldier #comedians

Still in shock. It’s surreal and beautiful to hear these words my brotha @funnycoolaide Why the long face? (inside joke) Have peace in knowing, that we are all composed of energy. Energy never dies. It is always changing and transforming. His energy has transitioned to another place...and that place just got a lot funnier 🕊#fuckcancer #ripcoolaide #fallensoldier #comedians

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So there is a huge CBD craze right now which is awesome but you need the full spectrum CBD is very useful and does amazing things for inflammatory issues as well as stress but when it comes down to it you need to get that full spectrum 
#budsforvets #thc #cbd #fuckcancer #fullspectrum #healthenation #thecure #myrecovery #freetheweed #freetheflower #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #staylifted

So there is a huge CBD craze right now which is awesome but you need the full spectrum CBD is very useful and does amazing things for inflammatory issues as well as stress but when it comes down to it you need to get that full spectrum #budsforvets #thc #cbd #fuckcancer #fullspectrum #healthenation #thecure #myrecovery #freetheweed #freetheflower #cannabiscommunity #cannabisculture #staylifted

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I’ve been having a rough time lately—some days worse than others. And I find myself wishing that you were still here to make me smile. To tell a risqué joke. Sing a silly song. Tap a catchy beat on a restaurant table so loud it makes people stop and stare. Walk beside you as you are greeted with stories of the positive impact you had on others. Hug you. Simply be in your presence.
I miss you so much, Nampy. I’d give anything to have you back.

I’ve been having a rough time lately—some days worse than others. And I find myself wishing that you were still here to make me smile. To tell a risqué joke. Sing a silly song. Tap a catchy beat on a restaurant table so loud it makes people stop and stare. Walk beside you as you are greeted with stories of the positive impact you had on others. Hug you. Simply be in your presence. I miss you so much, Nampy. I’d give anything to have you back.

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cambridge at 5pm. ;)

cambridge at 5pm. ;)

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Der ganz normale Wahnsinn eines Krebspatienten....
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Viele sagen immer zu mir

Der ganz normale Wahnsinn eines Krebspatienten.... . Viele sagen immer zu mir "außer dass deine Haare weg sind siehst du gar nicht krank aus / wow toll wie du aussiehst / immer bist du am lachen / du gehst ja sogar reiten" und vielleicht wundert man sich auch warum ich krank geschrieben bin, wenn es mir vermeintlich doch soooo gut geht. . Fakt ist, ich habe Krebs. Eine lebensbedrohliche Krankheit. Schaut man in meinen Kalender wird auch klar, warum ich krank geschrieben bin. An allen rosa markierten Tage hatte ich einen, häufig sogar zwei Termine bei irgendeinem Arzt. Diese Termine kosten unwahrscheinlich viel Kraft, Energie und Zeit. Der eine mehr der andere weniger. Angst vor schlechten Diagnosen oder Ergebnissen und auch Tränen begleiten manche dieser Termine. . Die "freien" Tage braucht man dann einfach zum erholen, Kraft und Energie tanken um weiter zu machen und möglichst immer zu lachen und gut drauf zu sein. . Und ja auch das reiten gehört dazu. Die Ärzte sind definitiv nicht begeistert wenn man während der Chemo in den Stall zu den Pferden geht und auch noch reitet (was man dann eben in so einer Situation reiten nennt...). Aaaaber, wie alle Reiter und Pferdefreunde wissen, sind Pferde die besten Therapeuten für Körper, Geist und Seele und es tat mir jedesmal unwahrscheinlich gut. . Der Dezember ist jetzt besonders heftig, da ich täglich Bestrahlungen bekomme, aber auch das schaffe ich mit einem Lachen und habe dann hoffentlich Mitte Januar auch diese Therapie erfolgreich abgeschlossen. . #fuckcancer #fckcncr #brustkrebs #vollerterminkalender #arzttermine #ohnepferdegehtesnicht

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A huge thank you to @womenshealthaus for sharing my breast cancer diagnosis story. We must continue to spread the word about checking those sweet, sweet melons 🍈🍈 and work together to achieve #zerodeathsby2030. 
Find the article link in my bio, or you can follow all of the intimate details of what it means to live with a cancer diagnosis on my blog at www.1ineight.com 🎗
Also, say hello to the buzz cut 🙋🏽‍♀️

A huge thank you to @womenshealthaus for sharing my breast cancer diagnosis story. We must continue to spread the word about checking those sweet, sweet melons 🍈🍈 and work together to achieve #zerodeathsby2030. Find the article link in my bio, or you can follow all of the intimate details of what it means to live with a cancer diagnosis on my blog at www.1ineight.com 🎗 Also, say hello to the buzz cut 🙋🏽‍♀️

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Momma Don't Cry
Dropping in soundcloud 12/8/18 at 12pm🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 R.I.P MOM 🙏
#viral #goviral #explorepage #staywoke #fuckcancer #hiphop #music #rap #philly #eagles

Momma Don't Cry Dropping in soundcloud 12/8/18 at 12pm🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 R.I.P MOM 🙏 #viral #goviral #explorepage #staywoke #fuckcancer #hiphop #music #rap #philly #eagles

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23.9% reduction to my tumor load!!!!! This is a serious decrease!! I’m so impressed. Docs are so impressed. Just like all of my treatments it will work until it doesn’t, but- Looks like I’ve got a few more months guaranteed. Just the kind of results I needed to say; Let’s Fucking Do This. ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ #manifestingmiracles #fuckoffcancer #imstillhere #fuckcancer #metastaticbreastcancer #stage4needsmore

23.9% reduction to my tumor load!!!!! This is a serious decrease!! I’m so impressed. Docs are so impressed. Just like all of my treatments it will work until it doesn’t, but- Looks like I’ve got a few more months guaranteed. Just the kind of results I needed to say; Let’s Fucking Do This. ✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨ #manifestingmiracles #fuckoffcancer #imstillhere #fuckcancer #metastaticbreastcancer #stage4needsmore

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A b o u t  M e

Hi, I’m Tayla. I’m 27 years old from Adelaide, South Australia, and I’ve been diagnosed with stage 1, triple negative breast cancer. 
Turns out, cancer is a bit of a bitch, and not something I can suppress with hot ginger tea + garlic. So this is me, doing all that I can do and putting pen to paper (or key to keyboard) while I endure the physical and emotional turmoil of a cancer diagnosis, and all that follows. I aim to expose the details that aren’t shared in casual convo, and answer any unasked questions, while providing a space for awareness and support for my fellow cancer battlers! 
When I was diagnosed, I was desperate to connect with other people whose worlds had also been tipped upside down in one word. I found solace in reading their stories, and felt inspired to uncover the strength and resilience that lies dormant within each of us, in order to tackle it head on! I hope by sharing my story, others feel they can do the same. 
In Australia, cancer will effect 1 in 2 of us, breast cancer 1 in 8, so I think it’s about time we had a chat!
x

A b o u t M e Hi, I’m Tayla. I’m 27 years old from Adelaide, South Australia, and I’ve been diagnosed with stage 1, triple negative breast cancer. Turns out, cancer is a bit of a bitch, and not something I can suppress with hot ginger tea + garlic. So this is me, doing all that I can do and putting pen to paper (or key to keyboard) while I endure the physical and emotional turmoil of a cancer diagnosis, and all that follows. I aim to expose the details that aren’t shared in casual convo, and answer any unasked questions, while providing a space for awareness and support for my fellow cancer battlers! When I was diagnosed, I was desperate to connect with other people whose worlds had also been tipped upside down in one word. I found solace in reading their stories, and felt inspired to uncover the strength and resilience that lies dormant within each of us, in order to tackle it head on! I hope by sharing my story, others feel they can do the same. In Australia, cancer will effect 1 in 2 of us, breast cancer 1 in 8, so I think it’s about time we had a chat! x

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😂😂 my trial doesn’t mess with placebo. But maybe I’m the placebo 🧐thanks to a dear cousin, I’m listening to You are the Placebo by Dr. Joe Dispenza. Woah 🤯 working on manifesting and thinking my way to wellbeing. Thoughts are tangible things. They change our brains and our bodies. We have all the biological, physiological, and psychological mechanisms to become the placebo.  The key is making your inner thoughts more real than your external environment. Another of my favorite reads, Mind over Medicine, mentions how people who received a placebo and thought they were given chemo actually lost their hair. If you can think your hair away, imagine what else you can think into reality. Health, wealth, dreams. The concept of placebo is fucking crazy. Or the least crazy thing. Get your thoughts in order kids. I’m working on mine. ✨#trickortreatment #mindovermatter #mindovermedicine #placeboeffect #fuckcancer #metastaticbreastcancer #stage4needsmore

😂😂 my trial doesn’t mess with placebo. But maybe I’m the placebo 🧐thanks to a dear cousin, I’m listening to You are the Placebo by Dr. Joe Dispenza. Woah 🤯 working on manifesting and thinking my way to wellbeing. Thoughts are tangible things. They change our brains and our bodies. We have all the biological, physiological, and psychological mechanisms to become the placebo. The key is making your inner thoughts more real than your external environment. Another of my favorite reads, Mind over Medicine, mentions how people who received a placebo and thought they were given chemo actually lost their hair. If you can think your hair away, imagine what else you can think into reality. Health, wealth, dreams. The concept of placebo is fucking crazy. Or the least crazy thing. Get your thoughts in order kids. I’m working on mine. ✨#trickortreatment #mindovermatter #mindovermedicine #placeboeffect #fuckcancer #metastaticbreastcancer #stage4needsmore

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Back and forth and back and forth and back and forth. ✈️ I’ve been throwing up. I’ve been sleeping a lot. I’ve been laying on the floor and letting my dogs lick my face. I’ve been running. I’ve been writing. Ive been giggling a little extra. I’ve been making the tiny house extra cozy. I’ve been doing a lot and not doing anything. One minute I want to be in a tightly knit ball, the next I want to flail my limbs in a ridiculous awkward display. I slept most of the plane ride and when I woke up I looked out the window to this. It says it all. It’s gray and swirly and fluffy and beautiful. Everything’s rough but everything’s right. I don’t really know how, but I’m so joyful right now. In the kind of way where there is a permanence to it. Like I don’t feel well, things aren’t always going my way, but it’s good. It’s light. There’s humor and beauty and love in all of it. I sort of feel like an old dog. Like everything hurts and is hard and I smell weird and I might eat til i throw up on the carpet but belly rubs are nice, I’m well loved, and life’s good. Ya know? I can thank you all for that. I wouldnt feel so good while feeling so bad if it weren’t for you. Thank you 🙏 thankyouthankyouthankyou.

Back and forth and back and forth and back and forth. ✈️ I’ve been throwing up. I’ve been sleeping a lot. I’ve been laying on the floor and letting my dogs lick my face. I’ve been running. I’ve been writing. Ive been giggling a little extra. I’ve been making the tiny house extra cozy. I’ve been doing a lot and not doing anything. One minute I want to be in a tightly knit ball, the next I want to flail my limbs in a ridiculous awkward display. I slept most of the plane ride and when I woke up I looked out the window to this. It says it all. It’s gray and swirly and fluffy and beautiful. Everything’s rough but everything’s right. I don’t really know how, but I’m so joyful right now. In the kind of way where there is a permanence to it. Like I don’t feel well, things aren’t always going my way, but it’s good. It’s light. There’s humor and beauty and love in all of it. I sort of feel like an old dog. Like everything hurts and is hard and I smell weird and I might eat til i throw up on the carpet but belly rubs are nice, I’m well loved, and life’s good. Ya know? I can thank you all for that. I wouldnt feel so good while feeling so bad if it weren’t for you. Thank you 🙏 thankyouthankyouthankyou.

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